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Tumblr.

2010-06-08T04:14:00.000-07:00

On tumblr, peeps. http://www.Kristine-li-heartsyou.tumblr.com (:

114th.

2010-06-07T08:31:00.001-07:00

This is the 114th post. :D

This is super funny. I was reading through all the post i used to write last time. I just realised, how " act cute " of my past post was. LOL. But now i grew up. I look at past post, i look really fat last time, as compared to now, i do slim down. (:

Raining right now. Damn cold ! Ohmygoshlamamazxzxxzx.

It's just another day.

2010-04-03T22:54:00.000-07:00

I wanna be the princess. (:

Easter ended. But sore throat is still there ): hope to recover soon. (:
Prelims is on the way here, april 29th. Very stressful & tiring. Sigh.

Ola.. (:

2010-04-02T03:13:00.000-07:00

Why love can be so hard at times...

I know, miracles will come to those who wait. But i know, no matter how much i wait, he won't come to me. I always told myself to forget him, but each time heard him, injured himself, where pain, i will start to worry.

There is someone outside waiting for me, but i can't change my heart yet. It's hard to forget someone you have loved for so long. Sigh. Forget a person, is really hard. And i have to face to sit on the same table for science practicals, sit in front of him, all for prelims. And even worse, ORAL. I'm sitting beside him..

Perharps after this year, i could forget him to find my happiness. (:

Sports Carnival.

2010-04-02T02:59:00.001-07:00

April Fool for fools, and annual school Sports Carnival. :D

Yesterday was great (: And it was april fool. -.- I went to school happily, and when i enter class, some of them ask me, " YiJing, you got bring the yellow Healthcare form? ". I knew it was an april fool joke as Ms. lee never give us anything what. Just to double check, i went to ask jacqueline, they all said no. Hahah, I actually never ask Ms Ang! HAHAHA! ;D

Yesterday was sports carnival as well. We were dismissed by 12pm. Then me, tse jun, jacqueline, bella & eleanor, went to toa payoh to buy something to eat & bring to stadium. When we reach there, we settle down. Then sing mari-kita & say school pledge. And everything begins.
5N2 got alot of medals for each event (: 4X100 boys & girls, floorball, International Friendship race..

During all that time, me, tse jun & jacqueline went to find a good-looking teacher who once relief our class before. (: I wanted to drink milo for myself, so i took 2 cups. Then everybody kept asking me to pass to him, lol. Then he went to take 1 for me. Then tse jun take 1, and ask him pass to me.. lol. Then everytime, the " E " appears, tse jun will called his name.. thanks ah, loveyy. I was super paiseh..

Then after, everything, we took photos (:
A great memory always! ;D
On my way home, i was sick, having sore throat. Just visited doctor today, super sick. Got slight fever of 37.6 .. but i'm feeling better now (:

That's crap!

2010-03-29T05:06:00.000-07:00

Super Crap seriously..

What's wrong with the school? I just mentioned on the previous post i want to forget the person. But.... so....................................... the person is my partner!!!!! My physics & chem practical PARTNER!!

When i want to sit next to him last time, no chance.. Now don't like, he is my partner! What's the problemmmm. How to forget... Register is just 1 number difference. Walao eh... Is this joking? Please tell me it is, i never want to sit with HIM! Tell me how to forget..

Kill me please. Walao walao walao walaooooooooooo! SUPER DUPER CRAP!! You understand how i feel ?!?!?! When you like the person last time so much, no matter how much you want to sit with him, Cannot! Then when you seriously trying to forget the person, there you are, being place with the PERSON.

What's wrong with the school? Fate playing with me huh..? Not funny -.-

I never felt this way before. Because of you, i felt so miserable... I want to get on with life!

I thought...

2010-03-27T02:26:00.000-07:00

Forget you, to find my new happiness! :D

I always thought that I like you since Sec 1.. Saw you in the bus, telling my dad u are good-looking. Then i know, u were my class-mate -.- Then, we are in the same class again after 4years. I thought that i have forgetten you.. But i realised i have not.

And, soon after, you got a girlfriend. LOL. And i then found out, what you actually say on facebook. Though i don't feel that happy, but it's ok.. Perharps u don't know i was good to you all this while. Sad~ ):

Seeing you tired, give you sweets to boost you up. Seeing you unable to finish your task, telling myself not to help you, but still completed copying my answer for you.. Sad enough to see what i was all this while in ur eyes. ):

I don't say that i want anything back, but the words you wrote, hurts man. Now i know.....
But i will give up you, since you don't treasure me. I deserve better guys. I tell you, i will live more happier than you. I rather be loved than to be dump and quarrel. You are not even worth my tear. I cried once, worry that when you know i like you, you will ignore me. Bella, jacqueline & eymard witness la.. lol. Shouldn't have cried at first.

I have grew up, know when i can get my right one. I will forget you. Go and be with her la. I won't care about it anymore. It don't concerns me. I knew there is others who will treasure me more than you. People see the inner beauty, what do you see? She pretty meh, i doubt so. :/

Whatevers~ you are out of my head. I will only treat you as friend. Nothing more than that.
If you don't like the person, tell la. Why make the person feel that u are giving false hope? >:(

I won't cry for you, do so much for you anymore. It hurts me more. I wouldn't be a fool for you anymore. I treasure others more than you now. I don't need ur love. I don't need ur sympathy, i don't need ur fake love to me.

Life get so hard.

2010-03-15T04:13:00.000-07:00

I was wrong...

I always thought that Sec 5 not that hard that it seems. As months passed, it seems hard. My studies is not good right now. L1B4 : 33 point. What man! I don't know what to do seriously.. Really times like this, is easy to give up. But i chose to persevere on.

When the tough comes, i gonna fight for this. (:

New year :D

2010-02-09T01:00:00.000-08:00

It's new year, baby! :D

Woah, hard time man! Sec 5 so hardddddddd. Dying in matter of time. SS - vernice. Physics - scale drawing, practical. Chem - QA & theory test. Geog - Natural vegetation, development. El - Vocab test, asia geographic. WOAHS. It's crazy.

I'm so damn tired. Sec 5 not easy man. EVERYDAY come home so exhausted. One thing i yearned for is my bed. I'm so exhausted. CG Admin work, huddle cuddle, integrations outing. O levels.. What the heaven! I'm so tireddddddddddd. I want my break! );<

ANGBAOOOOOO ! Valentine's day ! Cycling ! Reunion Lunch ! :D

Night's out with vanessa. I wanted to drink man! I'm so stressed. Though i'm 17, i still underage! 1 more year then can. ): so pathetic. Block test 2 started. So fast lor.

Singapore Poly / Temasek poly. :D Ngee ann, sorry not you. It's so far, want kill me ah. 2 HOURS trip leh, pls. And i'm so frustrated now. My comp suddenly underline itself in my paragraphs, i pressed one " B " down, my whole post all gone, must re-type la. So sian. Things not going the way i planned it man! Why am i supposed to do? I do my planning. But the school is not going the same plan, i arrange school will end at 3pm. But now, got extra lesson after remedial for extra coaching. My timing, i can't follow the schedule i did la! Ass! Now so many things to handle, tell me what to do?

I GOING INSANE PHYSICALLY. DON'T COME AND DISTURBED ME, If not, i gonna give you a free punch and side kick. I'm not in the mood now. But, I really looking forward to new year. I need money.. My purse is getting slimmer. ): I need to feed it with money. ): ):

What a day...... sometimes I just have to pretend all these things don't happen or exist. Sigh. ):

(:

2010-01-30T20:42:00.000-08:00

It's coming to the end.

I knew my blog is dying. Hahah, but just to say, i've come so far till now, 5N2. The walk has never been easy. All the times from sec 1, teasing, crying, tears flowing will never win the friendship we build the last 5 years.

I knew is just beginning of the year, there's more to go. But i want to say, i always love 5N2. It's our last year, we won't see other anymore unless in the same poly.

Wish you all, all the best for O level. Let's do it together, i knew it's not easy. Since we make the decision to come back, why not give our best shot?

I love you guys. (:

Some friendship quote :

Life without friendship is like the sky without the sun.

Friendship can weather most things and thrive in thin soil - but it needs a little mulch of letters and phone calls and small silly presents every so often - just to save it from drying out completely.
- Pam Brown

Friends find the sweetest sense of happiness comes from simply being together.

Good friends are like stars. You don't always see them, but you know they are always there.

Gems may be precious, but friendship is priceless.

Friends are angels sent down to Earth to make good days and help us find our way.

Friendship involves man things but, above all the power of going outside oneself and appreciating what is noble and loving in another.
- Thomas Huxley

Friends can make you laugh like no one else can.

I cannot even imagine where I would be today were it not for that handful of friends who have given me a heart full of joy. Let's face it, friends make life a lot more fun.
- Charles R. Swindoll

Blessed are they who have the gift of making friends, for it is one of God's greatest gifts.It involves many things, but above all the power of going out of one's self and appreciating what is noble and loving in another.
- Thomas Hughes

A friend like you happens once in a lifetime.

Joyfulness keeps the heart and face young. A good laugh makes us better friends with ourselves and everybody around us.
- Orison Swett Marden

Friendship is a living thing that lasts only as it is nourished with kindness, sympathy, and understanding. - Mary Lou Retton

If you wish to make a man your enemy, tell him simply, "You are wrong". This method works every time.

A Friend is one to whom one may pour out the contents of one's heart, chaff and grain together, knowing that the gentlest of hands will take and sift it, keep what is worth keeping and with a breath of kindness blow the rest away.
- Arabian Proverb

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What Is Failure
Failure doesn't mean you are a failure......it does mean you haven't succeeded yet.
Failure doesn't mean you have accomplished nothing......it does mean you have learned something.
Failure doesn't mean you have been a fool......it does mean you had a lot of faith.
Failure doesn't mean you have been disgraced......it does mean you were willing to try.
Failure doesn't mean you don't have it......it does mean you have to do something in a different way.
Failure doesn't mean you are inferior......it does mean you are not prefect.
Failure doesn't mean you've wasted your life......it does mean you've a reason to start afresh.
Failure doesn't mean you should give up......it does mean you should try harder.
Failure doesn't mean you'll never make it......it does mean it will take a little longer.
Failure doesn't mean God has abandoned you.......it does mean God has a better idea.

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~Don't Quit
When things go wrong, as they sometimes will, When the road you're trudging seems all uphill, When the funds are low, and the debts are high, And you want to smile, but you have to sigh,When care is pressing you down a bit, Rest if you must, but don't you quit.
Life is queer with its twists and turns, As everyone of us sometimes learns, And many a failure turns about, When he might have won had he stuck it out. Don't give up though the pace seems slow, You may succeed with another blow.
Success is failure turned inside out, The silver lint of the clouds of doubt,And you never can tell how close you are, It may be near when it seems so far, So stick to the fight when you're hardest hit, It's when things seem worse, That you must not quit.

~ FRAN YOUNGBLOOD ~

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Follow Your Dreams
Your Life Holds Unlimited Potential and Wonderful Dreams
You have the ability to attain whatever you seek; within you is every potential you can imagine.
Always aim higher than you believe you can reach.
So often, you'll discover that when your talents are set free by your imagination, you can achieve any goal.
If people offer their help or wisdom as you go through life, accept it gratefully.
You can learn much from those who have gone before you. But never be afraid or hesitant to step off the accepted path and head off in your own direction if your heart tells you that it's the right way for you.
Always believe that you will ultimately succeed at whatever you do, and never forget the value of persistence, discipline, and determination.
You are meant to be whatever you dream of becoming.

Edmund O'Neill

Time for some fun.

2009-12-29T06:14:00.000-08:00

Vanessa Cheong Wai See.

This is the most bimbo, but yet, nice & sweet, Vanessa. She is my " Sweet sugar, roti prata.. etc. " A girl who loves to disturb people. -,-

Sec 3.. -Bleah- :D

I knows her secret much more than all of you do :D Hehehe! ;D

Merry Christmas.

2009-12-26T11:43:00.000-08:00

Christmas over.. ):

Hahah, a 3 days christmas has over. A happy news is that i'm promoted to Sec 5 with a point of 19 on the dot. I knew it's not really good, but because i didn't really study.. I only study some subject i'm good in, but not the weak ones. But the subject i always fail, in N level, i passed. I gonna start studying. In fact, i already started. (:

A new year, new friend, new beginning. I knew it gonna be hard, but with God, everything is possible. Next year, i may mug alot, as compared to this year. O levels is 2 times harder, but with 200% effort put in, what will be hard for me.. (:

I will be happy :D Friends for the last year.. How sad. It's like pri sch leaving for sec sch. ):
Last year in school, i will treasure all my friends, every precious moment, every bimbo action, every argument & fight, the times i was disturbed, the times i was blur like sotong, the times i was scolded by teacher for incomplete work.

Goodbye 4N3. Best friends are separated. Why ite existed? I'm really sad. Good friends i thought they would be promoted, went ITE. Woah piang.. Jokers became lesser, next year, class would be much more quiet. Everybody use their 200% in class, studies.. hangout, outing, all have to come to a stop. Becos O level is coming fast. Don't think it's long.. A year passed in a blink of an eye (:

Friends night.. countdown.. A history is coming after that (:

Woah, it's awesome.

2009-12-11T06:43:00.000-08:00

Dec is finally here (:

This few days have a lot of great event. Dad has discharged from hospital, but still need to go for chemotherapy for another 2 time, few more days of cast (: My dad is awesome, he pull through this (:

X-rave was good. X-rave 2 even better (: Last week, was survivor miami, this week, survivor honolulu. It was great, joining the fun, winning the most enthusiastic award (: Hahah, have a fun time at the 2nd slot. Was tired but fun. (:

X-rave brazil next week, looking forward to. Christmas comingggg! Do you felt my excitement?! Hahaha ! Vanessa coming back soon ! Awesomeeeeee~

I may be young, but i'm powerful. My cg-mate told me before this, but i think it is a God's gift for me. When they have problem, they ask me to pray for them, after everything, they felt breakthrough, increase in wisdom. It was great. Excited. My bro & my mum's starhub contract is ending soon. I gonna follow up the trend of getting blackberry(: woolala. Dad is considering. Or iphone? Hhaahahah!

Tug of war tmr (: Turkey dinner for x'mas. Omg, my favourite (:

- Past few weeks is amazing. Next few weeks gonna be explosive. -

Wait and see!

The 101th post(:

2009-11-27T06:55:00.001-08:00

My mind went wild.

Days has been passing so fast. Received good news & bad news. Daddy is going for Ops soon in Dec 3rd, he is hospitalising for 1 day for observation. I will start praying everything will be alright. My aunt called me today.. (:

She told me to pray for my dad, confess to my dad that i'm a christian. I have been keeping this for 4 years, becos i worry my dad will scold and hit me if i say i was. Today, i told him everything, and he told me this, " YiJing, i knew it long time ago. I just pretended to close one eye. I waiting for you to tell me the honest truth. " I started crying. I thought he gonna scold me, but he didn't. All my cousins and their family, are christians. My ah ma also starting to believe in christ. My aunt wants me to keep my dad in prayer. My aunt & her family is getting baptised in her church next week (: 1 family saved. My aunt says that, she once asked my dad, " Do you believe humans have sin? " And my dad answered yes. I knew it's not hard getting him saved. (:

My dad is just few steps away from christ. My aunt say she will pray for my family, esp my dad & mum, then my bro, whole family get saved in HOGC. I'm slowly telling them the Great stories happening in our church. Doing well in school, and show them my good testimony. I was known as the model student of the class from my teacher. (: I gonna continue this.. Knowing i going 17 next year, maybe soon, in Jan 25th. I have start sharing my church with them, showing them my church website. And they're visiting soon (:

I'm so exciteddd. I pray for my dad to be fully recovered. And i will start talking to them about christ. And got them all saved. They always thought, church is about having cross on wall, holding a paper in the end and sing. I gonna break their mindset by bringing them to our church. (: I will not deny christ anymore. I can feel an increase of God's power after i confessed. (: Woah. It's gonna be different.

Amazing Race (:

2009-11-16T09:47:00.001-08:00

Amazing Race (:

Going for that in 9hrs and 13mins. Hahahah! I gonna get some sleep soon (: Looking forward to what we gonna do (: Hahah! Cya there.

I love children, especially babies and toddler. So cuteeeee, kawaii-neh! :D How awesome to see children grew up.. (:

Happy B'day, Ivan (:

2009-11-16T09:39:00.000-08:00

Happy B'day, Ivan Poh ((:

Hi Ivan (: Thanks for being there for me (: And i'm always touched & glad upon received ur regards for my parents. As i sent you b'day msgs, i just received from what you said, " Thks Yijing (: you are amazing, your joy is infections... " I knew you are a great leader ever since i was lead under you. I have grown alot, and i was given a chance to learn alot of great sermons (:

(:

2009-11-16T03:58:00.000-08:00

Went out with priscilla to meet her friend, crystal (: went to eat pastamania (:
Then, we shopped around bugis street, then awhile later, crystal wants to go. And so, we sent her to the traffic light. Me & pris continued walk along bugis street. And, then, she needs ear piece, and so, she have to go her aunt's house. And so, she take the same bus with me. Then she come my home to spend time with me. And she took a picture of my baby photo. And, i hope she won't post on facebook.. That's the most fat baby photo i have. OMG. -.-"

Wednesday is my CEG outing to watch " 2012 " (: excited ! :D
Project runway next sat :D

F6 breakthrough 50! :D

2009-11-06T04:56:00.000-08:00

Have a great day (:

Hello! :D Today, was my turn to play lasertag. It was fun but tired. We competed with Colin's team. It was really hard, becos their strategy was far beyond we expected. Hahah! Tomorrow is fear factor! Heard that, crickets, frogs & mealworm is our challenge. Hahah! Following week, we have iron chef, project runway, Human Tertris, Ninja warrior & Cao ji bian bian bian. More fun is coming up this nov, in Heart Of God Church, Singapore Post Centre.

Next month, Dec 21st, is the N level result day (:

Actually, i bought a gift for ivan, a simple one thanking him for all the things he has done for me. He has been constantly checking my dad's health condition. I'm really touched, and glad that i have such a great leader. (:

Life is still great (:

2009-10-26T09:09:00.001-07:00

Life is great (:

Now without school, without cca, i felt different. I don't know why too. But when school ended, I can't really do anything. Maybe just rot at home & watch video at times. Haha, Nov 4th - Nov 6th, there is X-Lave. Which has lasertag game.. Amazing race..etc. On Nov 7th, is the grand start of Fear Factor. Are u daring enough? Haha! (:

For those taking O levels, Good luck to you. (:

Study the best, do your best! Good Luck to Priscilla Tan, Yee Si,

Jia Xin, Gabrielle, Benny & Ee shen.. and others taking O levels out there. Jiayou, will be praying for you all until O's offically ended (:

:DD

2009-10-22T08:22:00.000-07:00

A day is greater than the previous day (:

Today we have F6 CEG. It was fun, we played poison chair and blow wind blow. It was niceeee~ and today, absorb quite alot on evangelism. Great testimony of people getting lives saved. (:

Tomorrow is Zone BM. I'm gonna clean my home! :D It's been like the 8th or 10th time. I'm cleaning the church. It was great.. Everyone are growing up. I remembered i use to came in church, looking lost, blur, in the same T-shirt & pants every week. As i grew up, i realised all this has changed. Everybody told me, i no longer wear the same shirt & pants. Hated to wear dress, but now, are learning to be more feminine. Next year, i will see many people in long pants, short skirt.. Hahaha! For me, i come to an end of my sec school life.. Life has been great having friends around.

At this time, I want to thanks a few person that has sow a deep seed in my heart.

For : VANESSA CHEONG

I knew, when i need a listen ear, there will be one to lend to me. I was so encouraged to hear vanessa learning so much on me. She love others becos she wants to be like me. She give whole-heartedly becos i gave whole-heartedly. I scored well in school, test improve tremendously, she learnt & put in extra effort to do her best. And, this year, EOY, she passed all her subject (: I'm so happy that i actually have leave such a great footprint in her life, she has learn so much. And i looking forward she bring more new friends, just like I did (: And also, our Dad will be healthy! :D
- Thankssssss~ -

For : Ivan ; My leader (: !

Ivan, if you're reading this, i just want to say a Big thank you for concerning me, letting me able to be in discipleship class to know God better. And, often, you would ask me about my life. I was so happy, that, you are always there for me, when i need help, you prayed for me when my faith is very down. Without you, i won't be who i am today. (:

For : Cheryl Chan (:

Hi cheryl, thank you for being there for me always. You are a great & funny leader. I always found laughter & joy when i'm with you and the F6 guys. I have grew so much throughout the times when we have CG. I'm so happy that i'm able to learn from you so much. You teach us when we did wrong, you praised us when we did well & grow (: You have sow alot in my life (:

Felt a little happy & worry.

2009-10-21T10:52:00.000-07:00

A happiness mixed with worries.

I guess, most of the children always wanted a family that is healthy and wealthy. But, mine is average. What hurts me the most, was my beloved dad, was ill. I am not emo, but i was sad & down, as i know my dad has trouble sleeping at night ever since he is sick.

I do not want to specify the illness as it is confidential. But what hurts me, was, recently, he work, and he hurt his neck, he visited the sinseh, then the sinseh was so unprofessional & skills are super lousy. This doesn't works, and cause my dad's neck vein to be even more pressurized and pain. Thank God, my dad went to polyclinic and was given medicine. But he will be going for operation soon, as this cannot go on. The possibilities is that 80% of chance, he may be hospitalised. My home isn't that wealthy as what you all know.. I'm not living in poverty, but operation bills are killing my parent's purse & bank. There is still months of our handphone bills & electrical bills not paid. Even for my allowance, there is a deduct also. Normal days like this from $10 to $6.

How i wish, my dad would recover. Operation bills cost like BOOMZ k? Is not $1000+, don't blink your eyes, see this figure $8000+, medicine, x-ray.. etc, total cost $10000+. Yes, 5 figure number. You didn't see anything wrong. Ur jaws are dropping right? Now, i just pray, my dad will recover soon.. Really. Being sick, wasn't what we want. Even i'm sick.. I have this problem, if i stand under sun for a long time, i will feel giddy. Dehydration occurs fast. Sometimes, chest will feel cramp & get hard to breathe. I'm not weak, i hope. I'm so young, and i don't want to get sick when i'm 16.

- I really hope, my life wouldn't be the same again.. :(

ChArAcTeR..

2009-10-21T10:46:00.001-07:00

It's about character.

As we proceed on.. Haha, heard that most of the students has got back the result. Different people brought back with different expression (: Those who did well, Have smile on the face, rejoice. Those who did not do so well, have anger, disappointment, fear & all. Those who have not collect their result, nervous, anxiety, fear, trembles.. etc.

I knew exams has over.. But results is what i worry about. Where will my future be?

A nice sweet thought.

2009-10-17T09:20:00.000-07:00

Where friendships existed...

Every of us enter into new environment each year we grew.. From kindergarden to primary school to secondary school to JC/Poly to university to business. U see, as we walk, we are put in a class where there is no familiar faces that u knew at all. Kindergarden, totally strangers, at times, still cry when mummy have to leave you, then the teacher made you held your small little tiny hands with the person of opposite gender, in few years time, u still have to let go as you proceed to primary school. The 1st years in school was a great exciting experience. Entering into Pri 1, u were given a class, but u see none that u are familiar with. But soon after, a prefect make u held hand with the opposite gender to go recess, sit on the same table, doing almost everything together.. But, Pri 2 came. And, the person u held hand with, entered a different class, or maybe the same. As years passed, friendship problems will occur. I don't friend you, you don't friend me. Then, after awhile, friends again. These times will pass so quickly. But definitely, there will be separation after 6 years. PSLE {Primary Six Leaving Examination} was a difficult & crucial year, people cried in tears becos of their beloved teacher & the good friends u known for long. When you entered Sec sch, u will still prefer to go back pri sch. Becos of the fun that you will never find in sec school.

Enter into Sec sch, Sec 1. Everybody from different background, different religion & different races in your class. U find it quite awkward on the surrounding as you held your heavy bag into the class. Teacher would ask you to introduce yourself to the class, and slowly, from strangers you became friends. Throughout the 4 / 5 years in school, you will taupok, tease, fight, quarrel, sleep in class, got punished by teacher for homework not completed, friends backstabbed you, teach you to smoke, drink.. etc. And the common one, the teachers you hate. You will often get scolded by your unfavourable teacher who caughts you for your hair, dressing & attitude. But, as you graduate, you will leave happily out of the school, but you will still want to go back sec school. 4 years of my life, I see it all. I will always treasured the friendship i have with the rest. As you reach the final level of your sec sch, u will hug each other as the teacher organise a party for you, played a friendship song for you that causes you to cry even more. But, u cried, becos every tear represent a memories you have..

I felt sad as i am departing from all my good friends, but i really hope we will always be together.

I always thought...

2009-10-14T21:36:00.000-07:00

What I thought was right, actually was wrong.

When i met troubles, as i became sad, noone will be there to comfort & ask. I often help others but didn't see the point of people helping me. I didn't blame them of course, but i came by this story in a book of daily devotions {Church} .

It wrote like this, : Two are better than one {Church} - Pastor Kevin Loo. {Girls edition}

Story starts : " All of us are made for fellowship. We are meant to relate with others. As such, no one can live on their own. We are made with needs and made with the ability to meet needs. A proud person will say that she does not need friends but a humble person will tell you that she needs friends. A proud person thinks that she is self-sufficient but a humble person knows that she need others to help and support her. So, which category are you in? Without a doubt, two are better than one. When one is cold, the other can provide warmth and when one falls the other can lift her up. This is how God expects us to live. We are relational beings and it is pre-programmed in us to be connected with one another. It is against the nature of God when we live an isolated life. The church is likened to a body with different parts. And if we are part of that body, then we are to cooperate and work with one another. It is not a choice. It is much harder to achieve team victory but it is still by far the sweetest. The Bible tells us that if one can put a thousand to flight then two can put ten thousand to flight. The effect is not addition but multiplication. So, learn to live and work with one another. " - Ecclesiastes 4 : 9

Actually, i'm a girl that is like this. I bottle up my feeling, becos i always thought i'm sufficient, when in times of fall, actually no one came to lift me up unless i say. I knew i can't be this type of person. After reading that, i have grown.

For relationship : Inner beauty. {church} - Pastor Kevin Loo.

Story starts : " No topic in church can glue more young people to their seats than BGR (Boy-Girl Relationship). I remember when i was growing up, we always had fun listening to such messages. This was due to partly to the attraction to the opposite sex and partly to the way it was presented. There are certain things that we have to bear in mind when choosing a partner. God does not choose the perfect match for us although He prepares one for us. It is our choice, our decision. There are three attractions that we should take note of while looking for a partner ; Spiritual attraction, communication attraction and also physical attraction. The last is the least important but it is still important. Though charm is deceitful and beauty is passing, it is natural to be drawn towards pleasant looks. I don't expect you to hunt only for beauty-pageant finalists, rather, you should look for someone whom you are comfortable with. Looks should not be the main reason for your decision. His or her love and commitment to the Lord must be the priority. So today, learn to look for someone like that." - Proverbs 31 : 30

Muscle hurts :(

2009-10-14T00:06:00.000-07:00

Muscle is hurting :(

Yesterday, after the badminton game, my whole hand gone already. I came back whole hand was numb, i cannot even lift heavy thing, my muscle really pain. Visiting the doctor soon.. My leg muscle also very pain. Woah, 1 badminton game for 2 hours, hurt my leg & hand muscles so much.

Crap la, it's hurting again. :(

A great day out with friends (:

2009-10-13T04:53:00.001-07:00

Out with my friends (:

Today, i went to play badminton with Ming Jing, Yu Han & Ding Jie (: I bought a badminton racket to play with them (: After playing for 2 hours, we went shower & everything, then we went compass, " Ajisen ramen " to eat. The food was nice, but stomach began to hurt. Hmm, then we went to Kovan, we went to play pool together. Haha, we have so much fun but it was EXPENSIVE, using the guest room cost $9.10 for 1 hour ONLY. But, thank God, we have 5 people to share the cost. My jaw almost dropped on the floor..

Then we played. 2 of ming jing's close friend, came to join us. Then, at 4pm, ding jie have to go for job interview i think, then we paid. Then, the ladies continued to play at the table for students. (: So it is $6.70 for 1 hour. I think it's better to play for student price (:

(:

2009-10-10T10:30:00.000-07:00

Today service was awesome (:

Xiu lan fall sick, get well soon (:

I bought a silver mixed with gold bangle for $4 at bugis street. It was nice !
Today have a great day with vanessa (:
I feel so relaxed now.. There's no more burden on me, like exams.. etc.
I really want a new phone. My this phone is old & inconvienient. I have to delete msg when it starts to hit 2o msgs. So irritating. =/

I will work & earn my own money, when i have enough, i will get a new one. Start afresh :D

Haha, new blog, new life :D

Thanks Vanessa (:

2009-10-09T09:11:00.000-07:00

Thank you, vanessa cheong ws (: sis forever (:

My this current skin is made by my beloved sis (: She is so sweet, this is a very nice skin ! Thank so much ! U have not relink-ed, start re-link me (:

:D

2009-10-09T04:41:00.000-07:00

N level finally ended (:

N level has over! Now, i understand the meaning of N level. It's the testing of foundation. If u have a good foundation, it will be hard to fail (: Now, it has over. Schools has closed for me, i don't know what to do. So sian now..

Mummy say her workplace very dirty, so she will help me look out for a new job. (: Looking forward to the new job (:

Dec 21st will be the result day.. * Sigh *

Happy Birthday, Isabella Teong Xiu Lan & Kang Yi Cong (:

N level cominggggggg!

2009-10-02T05:32:00.000-07:00

Last day of school.. (:

Today was last day of school, i was really tired~

I was so tired i rest in the bus.. Finally, after 2 months of intensive, everything has come to an end (:

Now... Left myself to study & prepare for monday N level paper. I was really tired.. I came home from school, i will just KO in bed. I'm really tired.. Out of that, i will have to study, complete study rule, after that, the headache will come & attack me. At times, i feel collapsing. I didn't know Sec 4 life was a stretch for everything. I always thought Sec 4 is slightly not so stressing as it just beginning of the year.. But, the books to bring to school, was so heavy.. Now i wish to go back Sec 1 times.. I really feel so stress after coming to Sec 4.

Teacher's pressure for me is so high.. I do not want to quit, but yet, i need to lift away the heavy rock, it stops me from going on. It's just friday.. And i feeling so stressed, though, N level may be easier than EOY, i knew, It's not going to be easy. El & SS N level is one of the example. All of us step into the exam hall so happily, then when we flipped through the Paper... All of us are startled. :O Alot of people who focus on multi-ethnic, chapter 4 of book 3, didn't came out. SBQ was even harder. El paper 2, the meaning was chim like foreign language. I wonder.. How will the science, maths & geography turn out to be like?

* Sigh..

upset :(

2009-09-25T08:54:00.000-07:00

Prayer Meeting (:

I'm back from a wonderful prayer meeting. From 7.30pm - 9.10pm. It was awesome ! :D As i prayed, just now, ivan was secretly beside me, joining me, vanessa & pris tan in the prayer. All of us felt a breakthrough (:

I feel myself loving people even more.. I was once a self-centered, seek attention girl, as i feel no love at home. Because, at times, i will be left alone at home with my bro, my dad & mum will be out working. As a case, I closed up my heart to share with them things. But, things took a turn, as i grow, I no longer seek attention, because i knew someone who will be there for me to stand by me & Love me (:

School starting tmr (:

2009-09-21T08:44:00.000-07:00

Hello ! School is finally starting (:

Sorry, This few days never update. Heheh, actually suppose to went out with my best friend, then just yesterday night, my mum say, " N level coming le.. Don't go out la.. " thn, i msg-ed my best friend, telling her what happen. So she replied me, she also feel like studying for geog today at home, so we decide to go out after N's.

So... was locked at home. Did my study rule & everything (: watched 10pm, fated to love you. Ending in 4 more episodes (:

A lot of great stuffs happening in Oct (: looking forward for a new month, N level.. Building Fund.. etc. (:

Things are tight this few days. Working very hard lately (:
Haha ! :D

(: welcome my friend. (:

2009-09-14T02:36:00.000-07:00

Tired, tired..

School has started. (: 3 weeks of intensive, and that's it.. The rest depends on myself to self-study. Was still planning what to do after my N level. Hmmmm.. =/

Planning to go out with ming jing, julia.. etc, after exams to go eat korean cuisine & hang out together. (:
Want to book me, faster book. If not, later i won't have enough space for you to book me already. Haha ! Just a little bit more :D

Fated to love you

It was definitely awesome ! Love that show alot. Despite this is the 2nd time watching, it still fresh & nice (:

Guess, that show, is coming to an end (: Nice & cute show coming up on Channel 8, " Baby Bonus ", 9pm. Stay Tune! (:

Blog is up to date. (:

2009-09-10T04:32:00.000-07:00

Blog updated.

Hi peeps, i'm back (:
Yesterday to today, we have prayer meeting from 10pm - 6am. Then me & my new gen teamer went to lavender to find xiu lan (: I passed her cards, and went to have lunch together (:

Has been really tired. (:
Tomorrow going to sentosa to hang out and go tanning. Hahaha ! Will be really fun. (:

what are true friendships all about?

To people, True friendship are like teabags, they have to be put in hotwater, to know how strong ther are.

To me, True friendship are when a friend respect in all decision you make, respect and support in all things you do. When we graduate, yet not forgetting us, because this will be our memorable friendship lane. (:

What do friendship is.. to you?

Awesome :D

2009-08-28T06:01:00.000-07:00

Finally.. Can update :D

Hello.. Was busy with school this few day.. Intensive lesson ended late about 6pm. But yesterday & today intensive lesson was cancelled. It will resume on monday (:
Results didn't do really well.. But will continue to work harder! :D
Tomorrow is church 10th Anniversary! is gonna flashback all our past videos & fun. All the tears & joy were shed for the past 10 years! :D

Happy B'day J. :D

Congrats to LIYIJING :D

2009-08-19T20:20:00.000-07:00

O level result is released (:

Yo! Exams has officially ended. Today paper was hard, Got back O level result, B3! Teacher was very happy, that i've done well ! Previously, was C6, improve 2 grades up! YiJing did it! (:

Blogger is screwed again. :(

2009-08-16T22:42:00.000-07:00

Back with a smile. :D
I'm back. Later will be the outing with my friends, watching " where got ghost? ". Haha, though i scared of horror movie, this should be okay.. Heheh, left a few paper more! :D

Intensive lesson coming. Must really take this opportunity ask.. (: I believe that if i work hard, results will show slowly.. {It's already showing..} Aiming for Sec 5. (:

The future gonna be amazing ahead (: looking forward to the years ahead (: Putting my priority, Master, Mission, Mate, Moral, Money & Mercy! :D Conquer the mountains & obstacles, getting myself free from stress (:

" I treasure what I have right now, because i don't want to regret for not treasuring it when i'm older.. " I cherish every moment I have with all my good friends ! (:

Hohoho, welcome back :D

2009-08-14T09:28:00.000-07:00

Busy schedule, exams & N level coming in very soon. 2 months time. O level result released on 19th Aug' 09 {confirmed}.

Hi, i'm back. I have done my SS exam, and el paper 1 & 2. Left with physic, chemistry, geography & maths paper 1 & 2. It was really a tough year, but i still manage to substain an A's for some subject with my hardwork. (:

Busy.. But i still took time out to watch this DVD lend by xiu lan, " Fated to love you. " It is really a great show.. But also the only show that can cause me to laugh so hilariously, and at the same time, cried in tear. Later i will post up the trailer below. Stay tune ! :D I've done watching. 1 of the phrase i will always remember from the show, " Every baby came to this earth, held onto God's hand and entered into this world, one of the greatest thing, is the welcomed by the Father and the Mother, the love and care. We must cherish this small little life, that creates joy & laughter in the family. " This sentence really touch my heart. Through this show, i understand so much, how my mum actually worked so hard to give birth to me and my bro.. My mum is really Great ! :D

The character i like is the 2 different man you see in the video later on. And then chen qiao en, the one with black specs. (: They are all good people, touching show! :D

Time to post video. Enjoy (:

Exams (:

2009-08-12T02:20:00.000-07:00

Prelims starting tomorrow (;

Exams starting tomorrow (: Results are delayed. Teacher told us, they are giving out on aug 19 (:

Lalala~!

2009-08-09T23:46:00.000-07:00

Counting down 1 more day. (:

Hello ! O level result released tomorrow (: Please do send me your encouragement through sms (: Becos i'm very nervous.. Prelims are coming on wed. But for me start on thurs.. Becos wed is chinese... Good luck, Li YiJing. Hardwork for past 6 - 7 months hardwork depend on tomorrow. Hope what i have sow, i will reap (:

National Day over.. :(
This year were definitely different from last year, it was great! (:

A busy week... :(

2009-08-06T07:59:00.000-07:00

A busy and tired week. (:

Hi peeps. I'm busy nowadays. Just finished my geography test today, and principal have a great talk with us on our journey after sec 4N. Where we want to go? After the talk, i was determined to do even better for the next test. My maths has been improving. Chemistry too. Though it's up and down, which means sometimes passed, sometime fail. Guess, it has improved from last time, it was worst only 1-digit number. Now is close to a passed.

What it takes to improve tremendously.. Is not just saying. Is practice. Pastor was right. He said during the academic excellence service that, maths must be practice, i must not just read the textbook, this is not useful to my result. I now learn and started to do practice, after many months, result are finally showing. Things are improving. (:

I was abit sad, and cried during one chinese lesson. I know i'm a grown-up lady.. But i was still sad because my chinese lesson is coming to an end. I knew this day will come. But i really hate this day because i have built a strong relationship with my friends, i can't bear to leave them. Hate that feeling of leaving your good friends. The feeling is like 5 years in this school and where you MUST go to a new environment separating from your good & best friends you have known for long. It is terrible.

Next tues is my O level chinese result. I'm so nervous, sad & worry. Isn't this the feeling everyone will carry when it's the result day? Haha, it just a few days away from the result. Days are flying quickly. And it's coming near to S'pore 44th birthday. Singapore is growing old. (:

Prelims date are out. Aug 12 - 20+. Intensive programme, Aug 24 - Sept 4. Not END yet. After that, continued all the way to sept 14, other subject. :( I couldn't rest anymore ;(

AND.....
I tell you something kill my heart ! I have grown white hair.. WHITE HAIRRRRR~ I'm so YOUNGGGGGGGGG ! I don't wanna have white hair. Now so early have already.. After N level ? Hair all white {Ahma}. Woah.. I don't wanttttttt !! :(

Hello, Back! :D

2009-08-01T09:41:00.000-07:00

A Powerful Week :D

I just came back from Friday, Festival Of Praise! It was super awesome. I was ushering.. It was awesome. The post production team was really awesome. The videos.. (: They were really incredible. (: I will post it here in a mean time. (:

Yesterday service was even better. It blows all away our mind. Haha ! Believe that i not be contented with only 5 people in a cg, because it's too small. It will Grow BIGGER ! :Do

VIDEOS Time (:
See the creativity in a youth. :D Two thumbs up for this video. Makes up of 2000+ post-stick, 17 helpers. See all the background movement with all the stopmotion. It takes 2000+ photos. Every of this video, every movement are all photos that connect all together forming a non-interrupted movement. Even the globe, are make up of post-stick. (:

(: Finally :D

2009-07-28T19:44:00.000-07:00

Fever everything has went down. Going back to school tomorrow (: I miss my good friends so much man !! :D

;(

2009-07-28T05:01:00.000-07:00

Fever has not subsided yet. I really want to go back school. I last time always used to hate school, saying it is boring, every morning must wake up early to go to that 45 mins bus ride school. Now when i'm sick, i realise it is tougher than going to school. If i have a choice, i would rather go to school than sick. The feeling of sickness is bad, i have high fever, flu & cough. It's so bad to face all this problem when it comes to sleeping at night. I really hope myself faster recover. My friends are sick too.. Schools should not have let us have such big gathering in parade square and go recess in one big bunch of different classes.

I really want to go back school.. But... this fever kept pestering me. :(
I want to go back school, jumping with joy & cracking joke again with my good friends. When could i do that again? :(
People, please don't hate school.. If you think sick is always better than going school, you're definitely wrong. Missing lessons, will cause your result to drop, sick cause you cannot go anywhere, only stay at home.

Sick :(

2009-07-26T21:37:00.000-07:00

Hi peeps, I'm sick today, and i'm not allowed to attend school today. I was given 2 days MC till tuesday, which means i'm going back to school on wednesday. I really don't like to be sick, i don't want to rot at home. Despite that, i have my geography test today, becos i'm ill, i couldn't do my test.

Yesterday was really bad, i hit the highest record of my fever, 39.2 . I went home early as i was really feeling unwell. Visited the doctor, take medicines, my temperature finally went down. Now have slightly light fever. Gotta rest. This few months, H1N1 disease has been increasing. People around us are getting sick, including me. So please really take care, and drink more water. (:

Love F2034 (:

Great Academic Excellence Service (:

2009-07-18T22:29:00.000-07:00

Academic Excellence (:

It was great having service about school. Have heard it for the 3rd time, but it still feels refresh. (:
Make my commitment card to study hard, 17 points for my N level. I will promise to work hard. O level result will be out really soon. N level english oral has offically ended. Now.. focusing on block test & prelim. After that, the biggest point of my journey N LEVEL . I gonna work hard to go for my Sec 5. Motivated to study. Loving F2034 so much (: I believe we will breakthrough 50 ! :D

Cya at 3pm (:

Enjoy (:

2009-07-11T10:10:00.000-07:00

Today gonna be even better (:

People live on this world with a purpose. I have a purpose, i want to be a psycologist next time. This is my strength, becos i love helping people to solve their problem :)
I think that words is not that important, it's the action. I say i want to go sec 5, so i must work & fight for it. I will go sec 5 ! ;D

I feel everything's changing. (:
I love my friends. (:

On the other hand ....
Being a girl is so hard, have to learn to take things slow.. cannot rush things. (:
I don't like to hold on to things which is not mine for a long time. I believe if it's mine, it is mine.
When girls have " something " for the 1st few day, it is like a torture. ;(

What i realise of love ?

I think girl hurts the most when come to relationship. Guys belongs to the more " anything " type. The guy like this girl for a month, the next month you know.. you saw him again, is a new girl again. I feel this type of guy is really bad, because guys change girlfriend like changing clothes. See nice then like, see sian already, change a new one. I think being girls, even when we are in front of guys we like, we shouldn't do until very obvious. Being girls, we should know the character of the guy we like, and never let guys bully, cheat our feeling. That's the reason, i want to stay single for now. Guys feeling will not stay forever the same, it takes so much effort and time just to love the person you like. I'm sure not every guy would be the same. Girls should be careful in the things, we're doing.

Love tends to be weak, when we don't trust the person we love. We must know what we want. For me, is God, family, studies, church, career and love. That's my priorities. I know some are different. I know how to take things slow, be patience, and wait for the right time. I always believe this phrase, " 是你的, 就是你的, 不是你的, 就不要一直牵着他. " Agree with me ? I know when it's the right time, God will sent the right one to me. (:

Yea, Goodnight.

A fun day (:

2009-07-11T10:00:00.000-07:00

Have a great day together yesterday (:

Yesterday was great. Pst How was the 1st time preaching in our sec sch service (:
He spoke about academic {Study}, and it was awesome ! :D

Went to city hall, we have fun together. We took each other phone and pass around. Then went to esplanade to see some of the NDP rehearsal. It was great. The helicopter was trying to do a pattern on the wave by using its wind. It was nice.. This year, should be a different one. :)

Went back church, hehe (: after that, cheryl suggest to go to NTUC, darryl {seah}, yili, nicholas, caleb, hong jie & marcus was there. It was fun. All of the F23 guys were really jokers. They were doing beat-box + some " tiu tiu " thing. Hong jie messed up the NTUC, haha, everyone wanted to " Jack " him, so darryl asked him to take the biscuit, everybody ran away. Then, they went barang barang. Have a fun day there. Went to 5th floor, the guys were running around like CS guys the person inside. Me, Cheryl & Darryl act as the hostage. It was really fun having them around (:

Soon after, vanessa cheong came. * clap * I think she feel the same way as I'm. She has a lot of fun too, but not as exciting as the 1st round. Haha ! :D

Do help me with this (:

2009-07-07T05:16:00.000-07:00

If you were to visit my blog, please help me by clicking on my Ads. :D

Yes, today is just telling you to click ads when you visit my blog. I knew alot of you view and run man. All see, never tag, huh.. ? LOL.

But really busy this few week, next week got block test. Aug, chinese O level result, * scared *, Prelims. Sept, last revision, Oct, start of N level. Dec 21st, N level result. ;D

Miss me, just tag me. I will reply tags within 24 hours. Don't worry ;D

Happy And Surprise.

2009-07-05T07:39:00.000-07:00

Happy ;D

I'm really happy, i'm growing. ;D I think all the leaders in church knows me. If vanessa were to know a leader, when i introduce myself, most of them will say, " Aiya.. I know you la. :) " Hmm, that's a vry good thing, i suppose ? ;D

Sok min told me, i was mentioned by jamie during her discipleship class. I was so surprised. Though i don't know the content of the thing, but i guess should be a good one. ;)
Every leader knows me as the funny one. I don't know why too. I think i'm the joke of everything. Haha ! Not being proud, but glad to know that leaders are sharing good testimony of people in church.

I didn't know i was observe by the leaders on the things i'm doing, they will talk to me, and they always include this popular and famous sentence, " Haha ! You are really so funny .. ! Haha ! ;D " this is what i heard from most of the leaders. Haha ! Maybe i'm really funny. No wonder when i say a joke, people will laugh, because they are not laughing at my joke, they are laughing at the joke that is myself. ;)

Haha ! yeah, 19 ! Is possible ! :D

Catherine Tan, i miss you ;(

;D

2009-07-05T06:42:00.000-07:00

A fun day yea :D

Today, in the morning, went to meet vanessa at kallang. Haha, she reached at 10.30am, i reached at 10.45am. But she forgive me, after i apologise to her ;D

On our way, walking towards bus-stop. Saw Xin chi and his friends, as we headed off to the bus-stop. Saw priscilla, brenda and the rest. Haha, it was close to 11am. Then a bright distracting person appear, a full bright pink, with a black tie, Xin Chi ! XD He was saying, we are late already, let's take cab. Me, vanessa, xin chi and the other guy took the cab together, while priscilla and the rest take another cab. In the cab, me and vanessa are like chatting, and are saying talks that is related to, " china " and " taken down from O level ". What a close shave.. Xin Chi almost throw us out of the cab in a joke way, of course. Haha, ;D Because it related to him ;P . The guy paid for the cab fee. $4.40. I wanted to return him the money, he just say this word, " It's okay :) " Woah, nice person man ! Hehe ! ;D

Champion for the soccer, Black Assasin. Though i don't know them, but i think they played well :)
Went back by bus. Benny they all took the bus, he sit in front of me somemore, i was saying, " What a life ! " Then, i was scolding leona for being so noisy when sidney came to help him, " why you scold my buddy? " haha, in the end, Benny supported sidney. What a " Good " friend huh.. grow up 13 years together, rather support a friend that he knows for 1 year + than helping the one that grows up with him since K1. LOL.

Went to subway, then headed to church ;)
Have a great service with Pastor Kent Munsey. :)
Went for dinner with Pamela :D
Then headed to church together, we were really silly. We touched the handle of the escalator, and we realised is wet. We thought that it had rain just now. But never we realised is raining now. LOL, we were all drenched. LOL, it was cold, when you are wet, yet a big cold wind blows on you. Went back church for awhile. Knew Desmond from D40. Have a great talk with evelyn :D For your info, evelyn { she is a kid central artiste. But has quitted long ago. } Yea, and off home. It was raining heavily. Vanessa took MRT, i called dad, he asked to cab home. Yea :) That about it for today :D

Stupid blogger. I can't upload photo here. I will be uploading my photo at livejournal. I have a great youth day with my friends today. Tml i'm out again. Holidays just passed so fast. ;D

Photos are uploaded in livejournal ;D

Happy for now ! :D

2009-07-03T02:40:00.000-07:00

O level oral exams has ended. :D

Today was my O level oral. I was so scared. My maths has improve tremendously. Don't trust me, test me anytime ;)

Today was really scary.. After school, i went to eat, then proceed to the hall with my friends. The hall was cold, everybody was sitting on the chair. 4N1 went first, then 4N2, lastly 4N3. Those who finished their oral 1st, can only leave at 3pm. Ours starts at 3.30pm. LOL, before that, all my best friend came to me, and say words of blessing.

When is my turn to go and read the passage, my heart was pumping fast, when i reached there, i was trembling. The teacher kept asking me to relax. I can't even sign on the paper, my hand was trembling so serious. When the teacher say, relax, take a deep breath and go to the examiner now.. ;D

I go there, i pass my Ez-link, greet and sit down. I sat down and read the passage, as i were nervous, i read quite fast, my breath stops me every sentence, I was panic and nervous. Then it goes to today's conversation, today's topic was about :

Examiner : " 在 2010 年, 新加坡会举办, " 新加坡奥运会，　你觉得会成功吗？谈谈你的看法 ? "
Me : 我觉得会成功．
Examiner : 为什么你觉得会成功呢？
Me : Err.. 因为，第一，会促进国家经济发展 {the examiner frowned for a few sec}{Examiner : 继续．．．｝, 第二, 会吸引外国人才, 第三, 能提高团体精神和推展体育事业．
Examiner : 好，那你告诉我，新加坡，这次，举办那么盛大的活动，你甚为民众，能做什么呢？
Me :　我能给这些运动员适当的支持与鼓励．
Examiner :　Hmm, 除了支持呢? 还有什么你能做的呢?
Me : {Pause for awhile.}{Silent...}
Examiner : 你能做什么?比如, " 自愿帮忙准备... ? "
Me :　哦 !! 我会自愿去帮忙打扫 ..　若我生病，我会在家里支持，不去现场，预防把病菌传给其他人．．
Examiner : Hmm , 哦，还有什么要扑充的吗？
Me : 没了．
Examiner : 好，你可以走了．
Me : 谢谢考官!

I was so worry i went out. If i'm not wrong, oral should be just passed only. My friend say they also flunked, so it's okay la. ;)
I have done my best, if i don't score good, then re-take next year again. It's fine with me. :D
Holiday for 3 days. Woo, sunday is Youth day. Monday is public holiday again. :D
Woah, i promise, this year oral ah, quite hard. I really died on the conversation. I will be glad if i secure a C5 or B3. I really hope i get B3. I gonna work even harder.

Mum is cooking my favourite dish now. :D Gonna eat my dinner soon.. Anything just tag me in blog ! :D

Yesterday movie ;D

2009-06-25T10:32:00.000-07:00

Transformer Rocks ! :D

Yesterday night, i with kelly and some other school people, went Cathay Cinileisure at orchard to watch transformer. Thought that it will be a boring one, but the movie is really awesome. I like it man ! The sam is so handsome ! ;D When sam met trouble, there will always come a yellow robot which can switch to become a yellow sport car to save sam from trouble. He has a beautiful girlfriend... etc.

You must watch it yourself. It doesn't worth letting me tell you the story, you must watch it urself. I was laughing to the max yesterday. I can't watch show that is like war or history, i will just sleep. LOL, even ghost show also cannot. Guess i have a sensitive heart, i can't watch ghost movie, i will feel unwell after watching it, watching other movie, it doesn't happen. I last time watch " office 有鬼 " at night, the midnight drama show, scary till my heart drops. It out of sudden where a sudden green figure will appear in front of the TV, i will scream, and my bro and I will approach our parents to sleep together last time when we watch ghost show. LOL, so to avoid that now, i just chose not to watch it anymore.

Transformer is the longest movie ever. 2hour++, i go in theatre about 8pm, start about 8+, then end at 10.30pm. LOL, super long. LOL, but it's nice, when you want sleep, the sound effect ah, sure can't sleep, suddenly become loud. Everybody was shocked at a part when a loud thud and clash. LOL. But alot of kiss scene. And some dirty one. But is nice overall. * 2 thumbs up ! *

Trailer is up ;D

Next week ! ;D

2009-06-25T07:31:00.000-07:00

Next week is start of school, Term 3 week 1. School start, everything's change. Though i'm taking N level this year, it's just like O level. I'm as busy as the 4E and 5N. Just the 1st day of school reopen, i've my tuition class in school, S3P { Supervised Self-Study Programme } in school from 2pm - 5pm. Is monday - Friday.

All my commitment in church have to reduce so much just for studies. When you come to my this age, you will understand. Everything is different now. Next friday is my O level Oral, Paper 3. And then, my O level result for chinese. July is block test, august is my last prelim exam before N level. This 2 months is really a stretched for all graduating students. For my Sec 5, i fight and conquer it. Studies really kill.

Having headache lately, at my eye-brown there, and the both side. I asked my parents, they said i'm too stressed, have to relax a little. Things are really changing.. I don't know in what way. Even i couldn't understand. School works are really adding, What will happen in my Sec 5 life? I pondered. =/

I'm happy to have so much good friends around me, that is willing to spend time with me. I'm just so glad, having them with me, i'm not bored at all.

1)Jacqueline, a caring friend that cares, who keep secret, but always got disturbed by me, then bella will come and rescue her, and attack me. Oh, yes, the next one,

2) Bella Tan, A nice friend, same pri school, but never talk. LOL. But now, our friendship are closer.

3) Wen Li aka. Mrs Yamada, She is nice, sociable, crazy about yamada, she always smiling, same chinese class as me, we often get the same result, she will agree to this ;) For chinese, of course, always.

4)Eunice Ang aka. Mrs Chinen, She is also good, my loved, pretty and nice, she will always be there to share with me everything about Hey! Say! Jump, I will always entertain her. Haha ! ;D

5) Han Ting Xin, My good sister, she is also another girl who always got the same results for chinese same as me, always me and her or me and wen li. So coincidence. LOL. She is nice and patience, lovely and friendly. She's a friend that i cannot find in the earth of bartley anymore.

- Of course, not forgetting..
1) Vanessa Cheong, you are really my sister too. We have something in common. We just don't understand, we have the same feelings for everything, things i find it nice, she likes it too. I feel this way, she also feel this way. We envision same thing together, don't know why too. Mind-power. Guess we are twins. LOL. I shared my everything with her, she shared hers with me too! ;D She is really a nice girl, sweet. ;D

2) Tessa Ng Jo Ee, A drama girl, a sunshine lady who change the day of people, when you see her, you will just smile. Haha ! She is nice, and spiritual at the same time, shared with her alot of things about our CG and alots more, also got vanessa.

- Guess this was the super long post for the month of June. XD -

Glad ;D

2009-06-24T00:28:00.000-07:00

O.O

Tml is my last intensive lesson, after that, i'm preparing for my block test and exams. Next friday is my O level oral. LOL. Got to start preparing again. This few weeks quite busy.. Ohman, got to do revision and study for upcoming exam.

I'm stressed up. After N level, gonna go work. ;D
I'm so tired. Really tired. Sec 4 life is a long and killing journey. Works and exams. Not even letting you to breathe. I want to go Sec 5.. But sec 4 is already killing me. I really hope Sec 5, i can manage it well. O level result for chinese will be really soon. After my paper 3.

Will update here when get result. I don't want to get a C5, if i get it, nov i still must take again. O'man ! ;(

- When will I be free again? Freedom , I need you !! -

LOL.

2009-06-21T07:04:00.000-07:00

Happy Father's Day ;D

Today suppose to bring my dad out to eat. My dad actually decide to go sakura, but he went to pluck his teeth, then he decide not to go because of the pain.

My dad ask my brother to order pizza instead. The hawaii and cheesy turkey flavour. Then our whole family ate. ;D Though is a simple celebration, but i think is a nice one. At night, me and my bro, we passed to our dad's a simple card. I go internet to find father's day pictures, then i print out, behind it, we wrote our greeting. Then i gave it to dad.

Promise next year gonna be the better one. :D

:D

2009-06-17T23:20:00.000-07:00

:)

Schools has been tiring for me. Lesson from 8am - 1pm. But it really makes me work even harder.. :D
nam
Outing with eunice next week ;D Book me for the week ;D Hohoho! :D

I found a girl that is same name as me! She also call Li YiJing, but the surname is lee. :D

Sad ;(

2009-06-14T07:08:00.000-07:00

Sad :(

Tml is the intensive programme for june. Lesson till 25 jun. A 9 days holiday lesson to catch up on our work from 8am - 1pm. When july starts, is the s3p. Ho-seh man! LOL, i hardly use that word, just feel like saying that. LOL. Is from 2pm - 5pm, i think?

Woah, gonna chiong when school starts. No more fail ! Argh. So irritating to see U-Graded result { F9 }. I shouldn't get that anymore. I will start mugging, pay 100% attention on class. I'm too talkative. ;)

;P

Tessa : HEY YJ!
Tessa : eh where is my name? i thought i was shiny sun. lol

- YiJing : Hey! LOL, sorry i forgot to include in. LOL, ok.. I will do so now. :)

:D

2009-06-11T21:58:00.000-07:00

Fun Time together. :D

I just came back from Zone F Camp. It was a fun one. We played amazing race, captain " Chicken " and alots more.. It was a tiring, but fun one. I was so tired that i slept in bus. LOL. ;) But looking forward for the next camp. It was awesomely Great! :D

Going to rest now. Is saturday tomorrow! :D

Monday is my june intensive programme. HAHA! :D

Menghwee, ♥ Heyoyoyo!! Tag tag tag!!

Menghwee, ♥ You going camp today.. Hmmmm,

- YiJing : Hey! Yup! I am back already. Haha! Got miss me right?! :D

Tessa : are u kidding me?? NO!! i think jun pyo is the best. but now i like Taylor Lautner! Jacob Black! :D

- YiJing : Aiyo... Like so many.. Thought you were only committed to Lee Min Ho. So sad for him. ;(
Euniceee :3 Yay ! you adore me . LOL !

- YiJing : Yea! You're my beloved :D

Happy :D

2009-06-09T03:16:00.000-07:00

A great outing today . :D

Today went for cycling outing at east coast park! It's quite fun, 3 hours for $6. Haha, worth it right? We rent it at a shop near macs. :D

Haha, it was tired, but fun. Is Zone F camp tomorrow ! :D

I'm bored just go find out why eyes twitch & sneeze so many times mean.

Actually is nothing -.-
They said if ur left eye twitch, the elders always say is bad thing. But actually is because too stressed. But if ur right eye twitch, is good thing gonna happen? LOL. But actually both side, if either of it twitch, the reason may be is sleep too long, stressed or squint your eyes too much. LOL. I'm not sure if it's true. LOL. So funny. :D

Oh ! And sneeze is just normal for two time. It's not two time, people think of you or what. It's normal. LOL.

I'm too bored. LOL.

I'm so glad. :}

2009-06-07T21:03:00.000-07:00

Glad.. :}

LOL. Then, vanessa called me back, we have a great talk together till 3am in the morning. She is really tired already. Me too. LOL.

I knew her 2 X closer, after talking to her. I knew everything about her. Her future gonna be amazing. I shared mine with her. Both of us are really sister, we have so much things in common. Conference on a phone is really awesome. Can get to know each other closer.

Vanessa is really a great girl. Woo ! :D We will be friends forever. :D

Meng hwee : Because you're a girl, so you must be controlled. Me too, I also got controlled by my Mum, but what can we do..? They will always say: You're a girl.

YiJing : Ya lor.. I want freedom !! Faster 18 yrs old !

vanessaaaa!(: : thankyoou yijing. (:

YiJing : Welcome. :D

Hmm =/

2009-06-07T07:37:00.000-07:00

When will I have freedom ?

I realised, different people can enjoy different kind of life. Mine, i live in a happy, noisy & full of laughter family. But things i can't do is going home late, cannot drink alcohol. At home, cannot use vulgarities. You see.. So i hardly or NEVER use vulgar at home. I'm a good girl, indeed. :D

But times i feel so annoyed, when you are with friends talking and playing, where your parents kept calling you for alot of times.. Not just 1 or 2.. That's okay. But is 15 times!! My parents are definitely crazy to call so many times when i tell them i'm on my way home. My parents are too free. LOL.

I thought when i go 16, there is so much thing i could do. But in fact, is my parents who don't allow me to. I really hate to be controlled. My brother can have all the freedom, he can go out in morning and return at the next morning, my parents don't even care. I knew i'm a girl, so they tend to be more worry. But I know how to protect myself, i'm no longer 3 years old, still need to hold my hand walk, i can walk myself, know friends & have freedom! Hmph! >:(

Tags reply. :D
Kaye : hey ahma i tell you hor, fop i already taken down le.

YiJing :Aww.. I don't know leh. I got N level this year lei. Lol. Wonder if i will be taken down too.. ;(

Final Decisions! :D

2009-06-06T09:04:00.000-07:00

Ok! My final decision! :D

I want to be a police, catch the bad people! So cool la, police! :)
Went to support the basketball team of S.A & clementi town. Hmm... not bad.. Clementi town really have ability to win others. Not bad, not bad! Haha!

Dominic was funny.. Haha, he asked me to get to know F23 guys & others too. Now i knew the reason why.. Haha! He go around asking some of the guys if they know me, and my name. LOL. Hmm... Haha!

What is love?

I really believe if you like a person, you won't tied the person down. You will let the person have their freedom. I think that guys really hate to be with girls that always want their boyfriend to be by their side 24 / 7. It's so annoying. LOL. I wouldn't want my boyfriend in future to be like that. LOL. I believe not to have relationship now because i know.. when i go to new environment, poly, i cannot be sure if i will still like the guy in the sec sch, so.. It's better to have the right partner at the right age. I think early to have a boyfriend / girlfriend is really suffering. Because couples will always have trouble lacking of trust with each other causing in conflict, doubting of opposite hearts, that leads to quarrel and then break up.

Love takes time, patience, sacrifice & trust with each other. Not just commitment & promise, because it can be broken. Is sacrifice & trust that makes the strong relationship. Time & patience to build it. Two-timer is bad, because it cause 2 sides to be hurt.

- Lol. When do i go to that topic about love. LOL. I'm really bored, i think. Aiya! I should find of things to do. Hmph! :}

:}

2009-06-05T07:31:00.000-07:00

My Great Ambition. :D

Today, i cabbed down to church. On the way, i was thinking what i want to be when i grow old. Everybody has a dream. A different one. Tessa wants to be a film director, vanessa wants to be an actress, pamela want to be a " tai tai " { Rich woman }, and me, i just thought of police but i hope to become a designer that designs clothes in future. I actually i like designing clothes, when i go poly next time, i may take this course. I gonna work hard now :)

I believe i will have a great future in the days ahead. Because i've a dream. We gonna work towards our dream. :) Everybody has their own dream, fight for it! :D

This June holiday gonna be an exciting one. A lot of things going on. I wanna go shopping ! It's been so long since i last shopped. Gonna buy some new clothes, Study. Once school reopen, i'm doomed. All remedial lessons will start, and i will lack of breath till weekend save me for the day. This stress will only ended after oct. O level results will be out soon. I'm damn nervous. I wondered how was the feeling.. when people got their result. I don't know why, when i'm nervous, i feel like going toilet. LOL.

Ok, i'm back to my MP3 player for some music. I can't sleep!! :(
I don't know why too! ;(
How to sleep, when you can't sleep? DON'T ask me count sheeps, stars .. etc. It doesn't work. I take sleeping pill, i will not wake up till night man. { That's exaggerating. But i don't have it at home also. -.-" } Listen to music also no use leh! Aiyo!

Webcammed with wendy & eunice yesterday, a fun one! Wendy's one was the most happening. LOL. I gonna webcammed with her now. Sayonara! :D

Random : I hate to see the sight of a cat or any insects that fly. If you does see that, please don't bring it in front of my eyes. LOL. I will shout in front of ur ears. I guess everybody knew i scared of cat. LOL. I saw a Black one!! LOL, i was running around. LOL.

Hmm =/

2009-06-05T06:00:00.000-07:00

=/

I'm now worry of .. :

1) O level result.
2) Prelim 2.

Days are really passing. And June 21st is Father's Day. I don't even know it's that day. Today went down to church to listen to Pastor Bill Wilson's Sermon DVD. It was so powerful. After that, went to play basketball. Wen Cong was laughing at me saying, u this height can join 3 on 3 basketball meh? Then i scored 1 goal for him to see. He's worse, he never even go in 1 goal. Still laugh at me. LOL.

Then head down to KFC to have dinner, tessa went off. We sent her till traffic light then we went back church again. Hehe. Then we played basketball with other people for awhile. Then, we talk to pamela and the rest.

I must go escape theme park soon. Haven't been there for a long time. Need to get back the fear & nervousness i have last time. LOL. The pirate boat.. The haunted house, the 360 degree revolution, rainbow connection! Hohoho! There's much more. This june!! HOHOHO! Wanna join me, tell me ok? Haha!

Intensive programme next next week. Holiday homework are not done yet. LOL. Back home with Vanessa & Yi Li. Haha! He's a funny guy! :P

Random : I hate the smell of smoke. It stinks man! Grr! Just now, a bunch of man were walking pass me, vanessa & yi li. Wah. Me & yi li, we can't stand the smoke smell man. * Faint *

- LOL. Tan Wen cong, i will grow tall one day! :D

Quiz.

2009-06-03T23:28:00.000-07:00

Quizzzz~
- 10 truths about me.

About yourself :
1) What type of girl are you?
- I'm loud, talkative & crazy.

2) What do you hate the most?
- People to accuse me?

3) Do you hate anyone?
- Hmm, unless the person really make me angry.

4) What type of person are you? Sociable, outgoing, or mummy-girl?
- Hmm, I like going out. I'm actually sociable and outgoing.

5) What type of guy attracts you?
- Gentle, caring, understanding and a sunshine kind. :D

6) What is ur biggest wish now?
- My family to stay healthy & get in Sec 5. :}

7) When you want to get married?
- LOL, is still early to say la. -.-

8) Do you have more girl friends or boy friends?
- 50 - 50 la. Both also have. LOL.

9) Are you a { very-hard-to-understand } type of girl?
- I very hard to understand meh? All my friends understand me. LOL.

10) What's ur ambition?
- I want to be a designer. I think? LOL.

I'm glad.

2009-06-03T23:16:00.000-07:00

I'm glad to have a friend like them.

I was so happy to have friends like meng hwee, wen li, eunice, ming jing, jacqueline, julia, bella & so much more. That's what i known them as my true friends.

True friends to me is someone who can be there to support you, encourage you when you are down. They treat you like sister, love u like a best friend. They don't say bad things about you. That's what true friends mean to me. I'm glad to have friends like them, because they brought joy and happiness in me. When i'm sad, they will be there to encourage me. When i'm having my exams, they will sent words of encourgement to do well for our exams and pass with flying colour.

Though i use to really hate entering Bartley Sec, because of the long journey i have to take to school every morning, I'm just so tired of it. But through this years, I can really say, though i hate the school, but i really known alot of true friends, without them, my life will be bored. Without knowing, I've been in school for 4 years. I have built 4 years of friendship with them. And not only gonna be 4 years.. I want the friendship to be forever.

I want a friendship that can last forever, though we can't be sure, in future, we will enter the same poly, but we must still stay in contact. :}

:{

2009-06-03T06:13:00.000-07:00

:{

Church camp is coming up. :)

I'm worry about things too. My dad is ill, he oftens say his heart get pain suddenly, doctor wants my dad to go hospital for health-checking to know what's wrong. ;( I'm so sad. Every year, i see dad grow old by 1 year. I'm worry. Sickness tends to approach old people. Even my aunt just injured her leg because she stepped on an ice, and injured her leg. I'm so scared and worry.

My biggest wish is hoping my dad to stay healthy forever. My aunt to recover from her leg injury. :(

Daddy, I love you! :(

- I'm so sad now ;'( -

:)

2009-06-01T00:59:00.000-07:00

Yes, is finally over! :D

Hohoho. My paper has ended today. Wow, i feel so relax now. I went school this morning with bella and jacqueline. When we were at the canteen, everybody was busy mugging and taking the last look before entering examination hall. I was feeling unwell at the same time, maybe i was too nervous. But after awhile, i'm ok already. Wilfred was the best one, he drank 3 can red bull before exam. LOL. He was saying he will collapsed during the examination. LOL. After exam, he said, i wrote the answer on the wrong question. Lol.

After paper 1, i was not so nervous. Then, when we went back for paper 2, when i was going back my seat, wu pan called me. He want to borrow my jacket, so i lent him. LOL. I regret man. The hall was freezingly cold man! Wen li will agree to this. :) I was sneezing, and i saw wu pan giggling at me. ;(

But after the paper, he returned me. My hand was as cold as an ice. Haha. Everything has over. I can relax now. Waiting for result day to come. I've done my very best today. Mdm Guan, Mdm Lu and other chinese teacher wore red or pink except mr. seah. Haha. Mdm Guan gave everyone a hug before entering the hall, i was sitting there trembling. The experience was scary. LOL. The hall was really quiet, only can hear the flipping of paper & invigilator walking around. Hope i have done well. We got back our question paper for Paper 1 and 2. If u all want to know how the paper is like, i can show you all. Think you all will be really surprise. Paper was not really hard actually. But my comprehension done really badly i think. Because i don't understand the meaning which i suppose to explain in underline and express our own opinion. Haha.

End here for now. Do tag! :)
Oh, before i forget, Specially thanks to Meng Hwee, Tessa, Vanessa & Sok min for the sms, you sent to me as an encouragement. Meng hwee, ur N level chinese is coming up real soon. My turn to wish you good luck. :) Let's really do well in all our exams :D

Best Wishes!

2009-05-31T05:30:00.000-07:00

All the best to 4E, 5N and most importantly, 4N1 students. ;D

Tomorrow is the O level chinese mother tongue for the 4E, 5N and 4N1 students. All our effort we have put in this few month, will determine our result. Did ur best and don't regret! :)
My seniors & friends. Good luck to you all! Tml is the crucial and most important day. Finally, the days come. We must do 徐老师傅 & 关老师 proud. They has spend so much time to teach us. :)

Still, Jiayou! This is the last paper. Once & for all. Yes, hui hong was right. Let it be the last mother tongue lesson. And we can rest after the exam.

If you want to send me ur blessing, can sms me or tag me here! :)
I'm off!

N96 :)

2009-05-29T08:06:00.000-07:00

N96 :)

This N96 phone looks nice & cool. This phone outside sell $1000+, but as stock market, now should be $700-$900. This phone has 16GB. Wondered when i can buy this phone. =/ It has 2 side slide feature. U slide up, is the keypad, u slide down is the Mp3 player. But it's really EX. ;(

Outdated Red Rain Photo.

2009-05-29T06:59:00.000-07:00

F24 red rain photo. Team-taking. Photographer : Leon :)
Outdated photo again :)

Photo taken on Red Rain :) Saturday. Hohoho! Our friendship has grown closer! Happy! :D

:D

2009-05-28T04:50:00.000-07:00

Outdated Photos.

Last sunday, My church organised a Red Rain concert, Many people were there. 1200 people or more. After the concert, they went around auditorium to take photo with the people. We took with Steve turner. He is super cute man! Chubby~ Hehe! This above photo have me & yi rong. Haha. :D

Yes. That's post for fun. Haha! :D Exams is approaching soon without you knowing. Is coming to june. My O level exam. Please wish me good luck. This few weeks has been hard, chinese was not as easy as i thought it was. Securing a B3, i'm satisfied. I'm not gonna aim for what A1 anymore. Specific result should be better. This few weeks, i have missed out so much lesson, because of the 3 hours, chinese lesson from 8am-11am. Is really tired. Through this chinese lesson, i realised how was my standard. Today, we have a spelling compeitition with 4E1. Of course, 4E1 won. Even our class, china people, some of the words can't remember too. Lol. 4E1 are really the express student.

Yesterday, the rest have their chinese class, but ours is special. We have singing compeitition. Jeffrey, wilfred, wei ning, shu wen & da qiang, not forgetting han bing & wen fei, has really help to cheer the class up, we have so much laughter and everybody was just sabo-ing each other. Jacqueline, bella & wai yan are not helping me either. The whole class was just pestering me to go to the front & sing. But i just said no. So teacher just let me off. :)

We have a great entertainment in class yesterday during social studies. Think eunice & some of us has a great laugh. Keng hui can really cheer the class atmosphere up. Lol. I think our class has really great humour, maybe without them, our class will be really quiet like examination time. After the exam, can have a few weeks of rest before proceeding to intensive programme. I have my holiday assignment of course.

Lucky the H1N1 disease is just stopping at 1 person. Hope it don't spread to other people. :D Channel 8, was really doing a great show on thurs night, 8pm - 9pm. The 女王本色. It simply a funny & meaningful one. Becos it reflects on how singapore attitude in the world. It's a great show. :)

LOL.

2009-05-27T03:58:00.000-07:00

Bad news :(

Just see from newspaper, singapore got 1 confirmed H1N1 disease contracted by a girl from SMU that just came back from new york. The girl on the plane has coughing symptoms but when she arrived singapore, she appear okay on the system. Then she was admitted to the hospital, Doctor has confirmed it is H1N1 disease.

Singapore was not a surprised. We have prepared for it. Malaysia got it like months ago. Everybody was saying, it will be singapore's turn soon. Lol. People that board the same plane as her, was a tragedy. They have to be quarantine. LOL. Hope they can find all the people soon. Please don't spread to other people. We still have exam going on eh ;(

Just have my CCA photo taking today, my last day with the band. Offically step down. :) Yes! Daddy just lost his job, i'm so pathetic now. Everyday can only get a few $$ to survive for a day. Lucky i got saved money, -Phew.-

Haha! People looking at this post now, PLEASE really take care of yourself. I knew it, singapore sooner or later will get contracted one. The thing we can do now, is about hygenic. If sick, then don't go school, consult a doctor. Friday is parent's meeting day. Gonna nag at my ears again. It's always the same words teacher tell my parents. Not to be surprise. Class, some of the people are really doing pretty well :( the subject which i'm confident for a passed for, i failed. I'm so sad. But i gonna work harder during this june holiday. Monday is my O level chinese. :) 5 more days. :)

Gonna study with wendy jie this coming june. :D HOHOHO! :D

* Yawn *

2009-05-26T05:17:00.000-07:00

:))

This week, from monday - friday, 8am -11am is my mother tongue lesson. Woah. Is really a very boring & tiring lesson. Teacher gave us all the other school paper to train our skills. My brain was cracking because of all the deep phrase. I can't use chinese dictionary so i can only use my head to think.

Listening compre for chinese, i got 16/20. Oral not sure. Didn't do really well, maybe 27/40. Paper 1, 36/70. Paper 2, 32/70. LOL. But overall still passed. 54.5%, Grr. I want to hit a 60 >, 50+ not enough. Gonna work even harder.

Schools are helping us so much. Though is tired, as long as we persevere, we can do well. 一份努力,一份收获. Just a few months away from N level. O level exams, N level el oral.. & so much more. Not going to post so often. Have to really study. Me & my bro are really mugging this year. I'm so angry, my brother got full mark for his maths poly exam. LOL. He came in top. Lol. I gonna study hard too, do my parent's proud. :)

May find job after N level. Got 3 months before taking result on Dec 21. Can earn some pocket money during these times. :) hehe! Red Rain has over. HOHOHO, the last day, i took with steve turner. :) Tessa took with David Pfanstiel. She was so overwhelmed. Haha! Has a great 3 days with them. HOHO. Looking forward for the next Red Rain. Wow.

Physics no more band-ing. We are staying in our own class because one of the physic teacher is going to leave? :( Still really Mrs Ng Kiat Bee. Wonder when she coming back to visit us? She leave last year to other school without a word, i still prepare a teacher's day gift for her. So disappointing. Still got so much thing to tell her. Miss her teaching. Mr Ang can be fun, but can be bored at times too. Class often get tired after his lesson. LOL. Geography got 21/50. Did my very best already, I will work even harder. :D 1st time when i enter 4N3, the 1st test for geog only 3/20. It's even worst. Thank God, i'm improving.

Eunice didn't came today. ;( I was so bored. No one to talk to. Ming Jing not really alot. Hmm. I'm so busy. Time were occupied by studies. Just takes a few min to relax & blog. Later going back to study chinese.

To Wen Cong Didi. :D

- Nah, this is for you. You are also taking N level this year as me. Though u are younger than me by a few month, but it's okay. Haha. Do really study hard too. I believe you can do better than ur previous result. Jiayou! Can see that you are really working hard, Jiayou! Hoho! Clementi town! Haha! Have a fun time playing viwawa with you, though u kept losing -.- haha. Sushido is not a girl's game la, got alot of boys also playing. LOL. Good luck anyway. I so good lor, got good songs also send you, but u never share one leh. Brother & sister must share good things with each other. Haha! Next time, you got good things must share with me kay? I don't want emo songs, please (: Take care!

- To peeps.

Do drink alot of water. Swine flu is around malaysia now & other countries too. Do really drink lots of water, and exam time, please sleep early. Sleeps is important, no 8 hours, u will die in class man. After recess.. believe me. :)

My mum bought dettol shampoo, because she saw the ads, that dettol kept us safe from bacteria. And she really went buy. LOL. Thank God, my brother last month fall ill. Thought is my turn soon. But seems that i'm okay. LOL. But i worry is my dad :( He is feeling unwell this few day. I did help him massage, help him with some panadol. Daddy working too hard. Ohmy

:( hope mum stay healthy too. Her birthday just over not long ago, May 22. Mum is tired too, she everytime went to rest for 1 hour till 9pm.

;)

2009-05-19T22:14:00.000-07:00

My exams has officially " Ended ".

Ya, like real. I still got chinese exam on June 1. :(
Just got the exam timing. For paper 1, 2 & 3. From 8.30am - 12+pm. It's abit long. LOL :)
Everybody should be resting at home & sleep la. I still must get up so early in the morning to enter that freezy cold hall. Lols. I gonna passed this O's once and for all. Lols.

Just finished my english oral exam today, lol, I'm out of words during picture conversation & just the normal conversation. I couldn't think of any. Everytime like that one leh. When u are nervous of something, u tend to forget the thing. LOL.

And By the Way,

Happy Birthday, Julia Peh! :D

Finally u are 16. Hohoho! Somemore is on our oral exam day. Lols. Haha! U have been such great friend. Guess you have went to sentosa with ming jing & yu han for celebration. Hohoho. Passed you ur present on friday. Ohya, my mum's birthday also on May 22. LOLS. Waiyan also May 22, catherine, May 25. So many gemini. Lols! Okok, should get prepared for their presents. ;)

For Ah Bell ! ;D { If u are here, read the post! }

Just want to thank you for teaching me chinese. Though my improvement was not really big, i have never fail my test at all. Hehe. Must be happy for me, if u are reading my post! I have done you proud. :) I will do even better the next round. :D Yes! Thanks really. Without your help, i think i " may " fail again. Lols. Haha! Thanks alot! June 1 is the real exam. Just left 11 days, what should i do? I'm so nervous. Urh..Erh..Lol. =/

Fun or boring outing? ;D

2009-05-19T04:55:00.000-07:00

I'm back from a short outing ;D

Hello! Today went out with cassandra from B Zone to city hall. Before that, we were swopping places all around, before finally we has made our decision to go city hall to watch movie. When we met up, she tell me she decide not to watch movie. -.- " Lols.

We went to eat Mc Donald. And went to diva shop. Cassandra bought herself 4 different colour bangles, while i bought some colourful wristband. Lols. We were broke after buying. Diva cost alot of money man. T.T

Haha. We went home about 3+. Hohoho. I continued to surf on my computer. Haha! Mummy bought dinner home. Yea! Tomorrow finally my last exam. English oral. Hohoho. Before that, there is a NE quiz. Lols. Were planning my schedule. Thursday outing with meng hwee! Hohoho. Felt so relaxed now. Phew~ Hahaha! Got to go now. Bye!

- Stay tuned to yjloveseverybody@bs.com -

Great :D

2009-05-15T01:58:00.000-07:00

:)

Finally exams coming to an end. But that's not the end. My august still have prelim kaysss? Lols. Just left oral only. Phew~! Yes! Tomorrow is saturday. Hahaha! I only need to attend school on wednesday! Hahaha! Yes, i can do whatever i want. Results for prelim will be out soon. Parents meeting, 29 May. Lols. Last day of school.

RED RAIN is Cominggg! Happy & excited about it. Sorry for the sad post. Hehe. Feeling stressed & abit of tiredness.

My brain almost crack today. Maths ah!! I failed my maths since pri 4, how to pass for secondary..? I'm different from my brother, he takes maths compeitition since pri school, poly now, maths test got full marks is not surprised at all. I get full mark ah, the sky dropped down man. Who will ever get full mark for maths in O level exam & poly exam, please challenge my brother. My parents is mad, how can compared me with my own sibling. We have our own strength & weakness. Different people, have different strength what. How can compare man?

Grr :( I really don't like maths, is like killing your brain la. I have super weak foundation for maths since sec 1. Want me just in awhile to get a passed for exam, really takes time. But teacher just don't understand. They just blamed us by saying, " You have no enough time, Sept is ur N level, How much time do you still need to pass your exam? " I feel like answering, " You think we have smart brains? Can absorb 5 chapter you teach in a month meh? " Teacher simply care for the reputation of the school & not the students. Their job is to kill us with homework, and let us self-independent learning. Teacher do not really understands us. Is only AS IF. Is they say only what, student also need to take time to learn what. We are not einstein also. When will teacher start to understand us? :(

I don't want to rant or whine anymore, but teachers are really too hard to understand. They thought that they as teachers are always right, But they never spare a thought for students who are slow in learning. I confess i learns things slower than the others, but teacher shouldn't say this, " Your learning slow is your problem, you couldn't possible to ask your whole class to re-learn all the things i have thought what. " Is that what a teacher should say? As a case, If we failed, how do you gonna explain to the principal? If our major exams don't do well, the school ranking, you will be the top counting from bottom. Then teachers, again, will blame the student, " Why you all don't put in effort to study? Where you all want to end up at? " Teachers do not really think before they say. They feel that hurting words can 激怒 a student, then they are wrong. Some students who cannot take the blow, may commit suicide. That's why newspaper always have this report accident about, students after hearing teacher's word, under pressure, decide to end their life, by jumping off the building. Teachers should learn to open their hearts & use another method to encourage students & not put them down. Like that, is just making things worst.

Okay, let's put all this unhappy things aside. Let's be happy, we are free from exam. :D Haha. I always love saturday & sunday. Because I can leave everything behind & be happy. :D

Friendship ;D

2009-05-14T08:00:00.000-07:00

Friends are like teabags, u have to put them in hot water, to know how strong they are.

Yes, I agree with this saying. But i realised, friendship between best friends is not what you expected it all. I have a true best friend, yes, i really do have. We used to make this commitment to do well together and get to the same class every year. But this does not happen at all. Since sec 3, we both are separated. She has her own friends, i have mine. Our friendship drew further. As i make my decision, to take express mother tongue, our friendship grew even further.

I ever regret taking express chinese, always thinking i could make it, and is not hard. Having much pressure, and meeting up teacher's expectations of a B3 to secure my score. Is not as easy as you thought. I'm from normal academic, i do not have smart brains, i'm ordinary. There's always things in life that is forever hard to achieve. I'm sad not because i'm not doing well. I'm missing my true best friend that i have made my commitment to her 2 years ago. Though every morning we still go school together, laugh together, i feel, the friendship isn't that close just like when we were in sec 2. I feel so sad. ;(

My decisions may not be wrong because i have take deep consideration & discuss with my parents. Through their approval, then i suggest to Mr. Seah about it. And i was admitted to express chinese class. Everybody from my class were surprised that i could go so far, but the truth is i'm not. Because if i go to sec 5, i do not want to take mother tongue anymore. I just want to finish my mother tongue at sec 4 so i could study & work harder for my other subjects. I thought i was doing the right thing, but i realise there is times, i feel i'm so useless. My class results as compared to mine is like... much much much better than me. My results are all average. Teachers are setting up a target that is much higher than me. I can feel that stones are all dropping on me. I feel so stressed every time. Because there is always so much homework given, the ones the teacher gave, when we have not finished, teacher tends to add on more homework to us. I could not understand why. Why teacher do not ask student whether they have finished the previous homework before giving a new sets of worksheet to do.

I'm so tired of things, really. Let exams end faster, I need to take a breath. I have been going home with eunice lately. Mostly because, there is something we can talk to one another about? ;D Oh, and singaporeans are really lacking of manners. Remember, just last week, me & eunice, we went waiyan's hostel to play. We didn't really stay there long, but just went there to talk & play. We went eat bak kut teh with one of waiyan's hostel friend together. We have so much fun together. Then, as we were about to left waiyan's hostel, she sent both of us to the bus-stop. As we get up the bus, she left. As we took bus 88, still a long way though, i was having a very nice chat with eunice, when one auntie suddenly tapped me on the back, then she say, " girl, u stand up. " then i just huh? then she looked at me and say, " u stand up, then i sit. " then my friend also shocked. Then, we just let out our seats to the " RUDE " auntie lor. And, she never even say a thank you. The seat like i owe her one sia. That's what singaporeans are lacking about, manners. I wondered if i'm a foreigner, how would i ever think of singapore. lols.

And, I'm really tired now. Getting ready, for my maths paper 2. It's getting late, Nights peeps. Thanks for hearing all my whines. I feel much better now ;)

Hohoho, exams :D

2009-05-12T03:58:00.000-07:00

Examsss, Examsss. Lols. :)

Hohoho. Now i post, then i will continue do my study for maths & geography. Lalala. Today paper was quite hard for chemistry. Hahaha. Gonna work hard nowadays. Hehehe. Okay, I gonna get back to my messy table. ;( Post more after exams. Yo, Mine will end at May 20. My NE quiz & oral. I will be right back to entertain u all soon. ;D

LOVE,
YiJing ;D

Sad thing. ;(

2009-05-11T04:29:00.000-07:00

A 3 day public holiday ends like this. >:(

Wow. A 3 days rest, like that then gone already. Walao. Thank God, June is coming. I want to play man. LOLS. Physic & Chemistry exam tml. Haha. Monday is a boring day, cannot go anywhere. ;( Can only STUDY! Study! Study! Study! Study! So boring. LOLS. Exams result should be out soon. Having my O level written exam, June 1 & June intensive programme, June 15 - 28. Having so much tuition in a holiday.

After my N level, wonder what i gonna do. Will plan after that. Work maybe? ;)

Gonna back to study again. ;)

Love Ryutaro Morimoto! ;D

2009-05-08T23:47:00.000-07:00

Happy Mother's Day! :)

Today is mother's day. Awesome! ;D Bringing my mum out to eat soon. :D I'm excited. ;D
Monday no school, resting at home again & do my study for Physic & Chemistry. ;D

To use my time, i post ryutaro's photo. Hehe. Enjoy. The previous post got his video, u can watch. The songs is nice ;)

Ryutaro Morimoto :D

Cute boy, Ryutaro Morimoto.

2009-05-07T04:33:00.000-07:00

Introduction Of Super cute guy in Hey! Say! Jump! Ryutaro Morimoto :)

Below is 2 video about Ryutaro Morimoto! He is super cute & he is younger than me. Lols. But he is really cute. Geehee! Enjoy! ;)

Lovess :)

2009-04-30T01:46:00.000-07:00

Yes, Holiday for 3 days! ;DD

Hi ! Tomorrow is labour day, no school ! Hohoho! So relax now.. But school has been really tiring these few days. I'm so tired. Prelims like may 7 all the way to may 22 {Mummy's B'day!}. Woah.. These 3 days may not be a holiday to me, because there's more revision for me to catch up on. My english, geog, chem, phy, social studies SEQ, maths etc.

It's don't seems to be like a holiday to me.. :(

The world seems to be in a mess.. Swine flu, people got into crime.
News has been reporting, someone was killed.. bla bla bla~.
What the world was happening?

I want to buy LG Renior KC 910! :D
But very expensiveeee! :(

Haha. I'm bored.

2009-04-28T03:38:00.000-07:00

Haha. I'm bored so decide to blog :}

Hey! I'm here to blog. I was too bored i suppose. Haha. Today, my chinese exams. Was really average hard. I hope i passed my chinese. ;}

Got a good news from Ms Lee. I was ranking in top 5 for geography. Thank God, I thought i was the last one. Ms Lee said, if we fail this test, the last few people may need to go for S.A.W { Student At Work }. This is what we hate the most. Sit there do work the whole day for 1h 30mins. Haha.

I felt so free now. No more cca holding me down. Was happy that i have officially stand down from Band. Not so tired already. Suppose to do Building Maintanance in church, need to be home early so can't do. ;(

Friday is a holiday again, Labour Day! ;) next week, May 9 & 10, is mother's day. I going to bring my mum's out for a great dinner. HOHOHO!

Woah, such a sad thing. I watched news for yesterday & today, Singapore is not allowed to buy anything like luncheon meat & stuffs because of a disease. So many of the places that sell meat, their business has dropped so much. Thanks for the news. And our school, is going to do the serious temperature taking, making sure that we didn't got infect by the disease. { CHOY! Touchwood! Still got exams eh. } It's for safety la. ;D

Haha. Got to go.

Goodbye, Peeps. :}

I used to smile widely.. But now,
I realised my smile is getting smaller.
Wonder what was happening..
Maybe exams? School-work? Stressed?
I'm really bored. Life to me now.. revolve only church, school & home?
What can make me smile more?
Sigh. I want to be more happy, be more talkative. ;}

:D

2009-04-23T01:47:00.000-07:00

Last post of the month. I have grow tall by 1cm! :D

I'm happy i have grown 1cm taller. 153 -> 154cm. Haha. But it doesn't make a difference anyway. Lols. Haha! By 18, i will stop growing. Haha. Is like 2 years time. :)
I'm standing down from CCA tomorrow. I can finally go and study.

AHHHHHHHH~!!!!!
I'm so tiredddd. I have 5 test tml ok... ? I have chinese 听力 exam, 口试 exam, english vocab spelling, geog test and Most kill my brain subject, Maths test. Prelims are like next week. So i won't blog till after my exam which is on May 22. I think. ? Haha! So much thing to do. Anything just tag me, i will try my best to reply you.

I'm so busy with school all the time. I got to go bath and do my study.

Ciaos! :D

;DD

2009-04-17T20:50:00.000-07:00

Zac Efron ;D

Yo. I'm happy. Zac Efron is starting a new movie, " 17 again. " ;D
I really want to watch this movie. Who can bring me out to watch? ;D
Wooo. :DD I always watch his show since High school musical 2 to High School Musical 3, " Senior Year ". And i'm always waiting for the next movie of his to be up. It was incredibly awesome! I really want to watch his new movie. :D

Zac Efron's Photo ;D

Prelimssssss~

2009-04-17T05:16:00.000-07:00

Yo, I'm back. ;D

Hey people! Ohmy ohmy! My prelims is coming. Gosh, There's so much things i have to do. I got to do my list which i need to pass down to the next libraian. All the jobs, and what must do. Woahhh. Take my life away. My head is gonna burst. Hope to get all these things done with. It was a tiring week cause i'm preparing for my prelims.

Teacher's are pushing us. My O level is approaching real fast. Can time slow down please? I couldn't catch up with the time. I have chinese written paper, June 1. Only 1 chance I got to do well. No matter how hard is it, I will go around asking all the people that is good in chinese for help. I make sure i will get a B3. Listening comprehension got 12/20. Can get 16, because 2 qns, i changed the answer at the last minute. Ohman. 1 month is coming to an end. Next friday is the day where i say bye to the band & mr. chong. ;)

Hope that, there will be more time to study. Everything's coming to an end soon. I really really amused by how the Sec 5's manage their Sec 4's life. Intensive, remedial lesson EVERYDAY. Please wish me good luck for my exams as i start to climb the mountain to reach the end. I have fall while i told myself never give up. I must be strong & walk to the end of my race.

I must my exams. ;D Everything seems to be swirling around my head. I feel so giddy. I must manage my time well ;D oh, that's the end.

Sa-Yo-Na-Ra. Sarang hae-yo. ;DD

Loves ;D

2009-04-13T05:04:00.000-07:00

Loves :DD

Woahhh.. Nafpha test wants my life man! LOLS. Just in the morning, i went for my 2.4km run. Lols. I was taking short cut through the running point & a teacher spot me cheating in running. Aiya, Don't care la. PE only.. Is really tired lor. I feel like fainting & abit unwell. Muscles were aching. Thank God, Our class helped one another. Geehee! ;D

HOHOHO! I passed my maths test. 19/36.
I tell u, i 1st time passed my maths. I have been failing maths for 2 years. My teacher didn't feel surprise neither say anything. It's okay :) i will do even better the next round. Jiayou, YIJING! :DD

I'm standing down like in weeks time. Jiayou to choir & gu zheng. Do bartley Proud! Ming Jing, All the way, Sister! :DD
There's so much secret i wanted to say.. But here is a public place. Oh, Is all a love chain. Lols. ;D
Aiya. It's okay, neither want to say it too. ;P

Everything's over.

2009-04-08T07:21:00.000-07:00

It's not about how we start, is about how we end.

We have successfully ended our SYF. In 2005, we got silver. In 2007, we dropped to bronze.

Today, 8th April 2009, we got bronze. When all of us were waiting for the critical moment, some already started crying. When heard our own school got bronze. I started sobbing, in tears. I actually expected a silver bcause of our hardwork. We even start practices even before this year starts. We make an effort to come prac, mon, thurs, fri & even sat. Just for this day. Didn't really expect much. But after playing, Mr. Leng told us.. He said at first, We played 5 obvious mistake, most probably get a COP this year. All of us were in shock. He added, to get a bronze it's already secure.

Other Schools, out of the 10 schools, Maris Stella got Gold, which noone would expect. They were screaming in their happiness. Chung Cheng [ main ] got Silver & others school. I know about 4-5 schools that got bronze include ours. When we were out, to take our instrument. We saw a school that got bronze, and they were hugging one another crying.

I actually hated taking results because for sure, i will cry. Is hard to say we are not sad, because all of us knew it takes so much effort. & every morning we report to school at 6.45am. It takes my life man. I was tired to the max man. I was so reluctant every morning just to wake up at 5.15am in the morning of the preparation of getting used to morning playing because we are morning band. I was really disappointed when the result is out. We saw the lady announcing each school, all of us were praying for our own school hoping to secure a bronze if we couldn't get a silver.

Let's start anew. For the Sec 1s, 2s & 3s. Just treat this SYF as beginning. Let's not brood over it anymore. Let bygone be bygone. We did our very best. :D Let's believe 2011, SYF will be even better. I will come back & help the band though i have graduated. 我觉得,我们已经在歌上,画上了,完美的句点. I'm satisfied with the playing we got. Let's be happy. & i'm handing my job to the next generation, sec 3. & i can go study for my N's. I will still come back & help after my exam. :D

Post post post! :D

2009-04-06T05:18:00.000-07:00

Yoohoo! Time to update!

Tessa.. Kim Jung Hoon is mine. I married him le wor! ;D U can't love my one. ;P

:( SYF approaching in like 1 days time. Those past few months the hardwork we all have done, hope it is really worth it. I want to bring a Silver back, before standing down to study. It happens so much thing in just like 1 week. Do u realise 1 week passed just like that without u knowing anything. Ohyes.. This is it. :(

Last sat, after my church service, we all went to tampines mall to eat. After eating, halfway, i was feeling of stomach pain. So i decide to go toilet. Grh! The toilet still must queue 1 lei!! Ohmy! I was like feeling really unwell. U know.. when ur stomach pain, the 1st thing u want to go toilet, yet must wait in a long queue. How are u feeling? Oh.. And after i was done, i continued my food. Then, my friends decide to go play at the playground.

Gosh! It turns out to be a nightmare for me.. >:( I was happily playing a swirl thing that kept on spinning. It will not stop turning unless u stop it. Woah.. I'm so damn stupid to play so many times because of my playfulness.. So it leads to consequences. After playing for awhile, i start to feel giddy & things to me are feeling spinning too.. Even sitting down, i feel like vomitting. And I DID. I went to vomit 2 times at the tampines there. Gosh.. All the food was being puked out.. It equals to never eat. :( I was feeling of nauseous at that time.. And vanessa wasn't feeling too well too. I almost fainted in the crowd as i really felt giddy even after vomitting. Gosh, that the worst i can go.

Tessa.. Thanks for the care. ;D Xiu lan & tessa sent me to taxi stand. & I took my taxi home. In the taxi, i was having a feeling of vomitting again.. Thank God i have my plastic bags. I was vomitting when the uncle was asking me how to go to my destination. The uncle was in shocked when he saw me vomitting & he stopped talking to me. I was feeling really bad. When i went home, my parents took care of me, giving me panadol to eat to stop my headache. On sunday, i was planning to go to church, walao! -.- I was feeling my headache again.. & so i touches my forehead, & realise my forehead was quite hot, thought i was wrong, i took my temperature.

37.6 degree. Woah, awesome man! So i couldn't come church. Man.. This shouldn't be happening yea? So today, I crawled to school, no la. -.-" I took taxi to school cause i overslept. LOLS. My temperature was 37.5 degree. U see.. Almost a fever. And is close to SYF day already. :(

****** YiJing advice to you : Never play after u eat.. The worst feeling u will ever get. I regret what i have done, please do not follow. U will cry man.. I was crying when i was on my head because of the headache. Don't trust me, try lor. ;D ******

Ohmy! I was feeling sad when i know i was falling sick. I hate to be sick, it just ROTS you.

>:( I got to do my homework now.. Standing down soon. My SILVERRRRRR~!

Sorry for the late updates.

2009-03-28T20:44:00.000-07:00

Hi.. :D

Tessa! I still got alot. :D

Yea okay.. Sorry for the late updates. It's been so long.. Haha. * blow away all the dust *

Haha, was busy with CCAs because of SYF, as for people who donot know what is SYF, It's a compeitition between the whole singapore Secondary School to fight for Gold, Silver, Bronze or a certificate for participation. It's a competition between all CCAs, that includes uniformed group & performing arts categories. :D It helds only once in 2 years. Yea! & in 2005, our band got silver, thanks to the alumni. But after our band got take over by the previous badge of Sec 4, we got bronze. But this year, we are taking over. We are not gonna dropped. We are gonna improve to SILVER. We have started our prac, since last year, December. :D We believe it's has been great. Becos all of us has did our best.

I believe April 8 will be the day where everybody will be full of tears for the Sec 4s & Sec 5s. Because it's their last SYF, Last Day & Last Practice together with the band..Because they will be standing from CCA to study. And all this moments will all end in 2 weeks time. Everybody do missed each other because they will not see each other till next yr. What's more if u do have strong bonding with each other.. Just like we are separating from our dad's & mum's. Not i'm still small, i just believe all of u are the same. What if i asked u to leave ur best friend, u will not let go right? Yes.. This is my feeling now. I really cherish this moments i have with my Senior. We so alot of laughter, playing songs together for our past 3-4 years together. I will forever remember them. & also, our beloved conductor, Mr. Leng. Hohoho. The band will always make fun of me & him. Haha. After this 2 weeks, i gonna missed the laughter for 10months. :(

Last time, i always think of hating band, complaining of tiring. But after a few years, i looked back, i see how much i have grown. & the strong friendship i have with one another. I will be worried, if my senior were to leave me, & go to a new evironment, will she still remember me? :D More to be written down. My class friendship were not strong.. They are just like racist towards each other.. The chinese & malays will make fun of the tamils & those stuffs. Our class just have their own world. * Sigh.

Time to update!

2009-03-18T06:46:00.000-07:00

Yoohoo! I love Kim Jung Hoon!

Woohoo! Sorry for the late update! Haha! I really like this korean star! He is so famous.. He acts in the Goong show. & he's red around the world. Woo! But he's look handsome lor. Hahaha!

PLEASE TAKE NOTE !!! :DDD Important!

Oh, And just to let u know.. From this moment onwards, u are supposed to call me Jing. Actually not i don't like my name, YiJing.. Becos my best sister named, Ming Jing. So.... When the teacher call ming jing, most of the time, i thought teacher was calling me so i respond. It was so paiseh! Lols! So i think i should just be named Jing. So if you call me YiJing.. If i don't respond, I'm not dao-ing you or either hate you, no worries. So i only respond to Jing. I will tell / remind all my friends about calling me jing. If u don't get used, just called me Ah Jing or Jing. Any of it, It's okay :D

AND............

I'm doing all the linking ups.. Most probably should be done by tonight. Block test 2 starts on monday.. got to start studying through this holidays. :DD I got to buck up on my studies. Hardworking will starts from this moment. & I hoped i didn't flunk my Chinese Mock Exam, If not, That's it. Gosh.. The Qns came out was from the composition book, my teacher bought for us. Lols. Very Good, Jing. U did a very good revision of not studying the compo book. Lols. I want at least a B3 for chinese. Now only at C5, what should i do? Can anyone help me in my chinese, maths, science & humanities? If i have someone to help me, I'm sure to give the person the biggest hug ever. I MUST Passed..... [:

How i wish...

2009-02-22T06:34:00.000-08:00

I put all my wishes in the list i want to do. ♥

The only thing i can only do.. can never be complain about what is happening in my life. Cause.. Complain is not the solution of all. Solution is we create ourself using our brain. Yes! It is. :D

No matter how much i hated this programme, " SQP ", i knew.. If i could pass my N's, I'm willing to do this sacrifice. I don't mind how much it takes. I just want to see result of my hard work. What we sow, we reap. I would choose to suffer first then enjoy than choosing enjoy first then suffer. I don't think is a right to way to enjoy first.

My ownelf, everytime i want to play, i will tell myself. " YiJing cannot! Must study! I'm no longer Sec 1, Sec 2 NOR Even Sec 3! I'm sec 4 already. This result will determine my future.. I don't wanna ruined it. I promise i will study hard not for the sake of studying.. But for my future. I don't want to let my future ruined in my own hands. I don't care how people look at me now. Hopeless? Useless? Let the people say. I will prove them wrong 1 day.

If my own brother could study till Singapore Polytechnic, I believe i could do it too. I won't let others despise on me. Just you wait! =P
For people, who never see my brother before...

Below here is the photo of me & my beloved brother. He is the one that has helped through so much of my life. He has changed & no longer the naughty boy he was. He has changed. 3 A1's, 1 A2 & 1 B3.

I love my brother more than i love myself. He has changed me. My subject improved is becos of his help. Only chemistry he can't helped me becos he never take that subject.

Hello ;0

2009-02-21T08:58:00.000-08:00

Long Post :D

Hi. Sorry if i have not post for long. I'm really busy now as i have a lot of studies to catch up on. My grades are improving. But i want to aim for my target. N level 13 points. I gonna work hard now. If u see me not posting like now situation, it means i'm quite busy. So do understand. :D

I will post, when i'm free. :D promise. :)

REBECCA CHAN :D 丽贝克

-My senior.. U are in ur last year in this school. After SYF, i may not see you again. Cause u're going to ur poly. We will not see each other so often like now.. unless u decide to come back visit me. Oh man, when u come back, i'm now in the situation of urs now. I don't like it man! I promise i will leave the school soon. :) But.. Despite this, we still must keep in touch ok? I don't wanna lose a good senior & best of friend like you.. which i can share my secret freely with. I feel i can relate to you so much better. Telling other of my friends in school, make me think twice if i want to tell them my secret. But u & wendy.Y is the one whom i trusted the most. But i feel personally, i tell u the most thing out of so much secret i have, becos we see each other 1 week, 4 days. KEKE. But this will really end soon in months time. D: Must miss me okay? :D

I feel so sad now.. without you, i don't know who to share my secret with. My joke, laughter. A month is passing fast. I think i have to tell u this now..
This 4 years of knowing you, I think u are really a best friend to me..
Whom i trust & feel secure a lot.
REBECCA, U ROCK!
I'm sorry if i have let you feel so angry to make you wait for me for every sat band prac.
Hehehe. And for being so crazy [ But that what always happen & since sec 2. ]
Hurhurhur! Pls forgive me! Still.. U are my best friend. :DD
ALWAYS.. Always..Always..Always..Always.. :DD

:D / D:

2009-02-13T06:20:00.000-08:00

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Since tml is valentine's day.. I should say " Happy valentine's Day in advanced ! "
Hehe. Such a funny day.. 1 year passed. LOLS. And now.. We are at febuary without knowingly. I just realised days just passed like that.. I didn't even look at my calandar each day but things seems to evolve round & round all the time. Lolssssss~.

Oh, Yes! I'm back from a tiring SYF rehearsal. Grrr.. taking away my life. I gonna sleep already :D
Today practice has finally over and it cause me to miss today's service which i supposingly to be there. >:(

Thank God, tomorrow there is no practice. I could go church for heart fest. It's gonna be exciting. On the other hand, my 2 new friends which suppose to come with me to heart fest, injured themself. 1 is she fell down & hurt her hand so she has to go for X-Ray, the other one is she hurt her hand too, but is her palm. She still unconfirmed yet.

What is happening?
Why suddenly injured themself on a day close to valentine's day?
GRRRH.. >:(
Just have to let it go...
I believe the 2 of them will be back, i promised.
I will believe & do something about it. Keep you all in dark 1st :)

XIU LAN & Yi Xuan, GET WELL SOON! I will be waiting for u 2 to come church with me! :DDD
Take care my sweety & Tweety! :(
Hohoho. Xiu lan address me as beauty. LOLS.

Lols. My block test just over. Out of individual subject. i passed 4 / 7. Still got 2 not known yet. I failed my chem.. more to be learn on. Physics & Geog should be known soon. :DD

Ok.. So beauty is off! Cya! :DDD

:DD

2009-02-11T05:26:00.000-08:00

Hello , I'm Backed. =DD

Yo, Just a short post. All the links are linked. Something is really amazing. :D

Today, teacher gave us a clue. Our class got more than 40 people. But yet, the social studies result, only 3 people passed.

Ohman! Teacher say student who don't do well, the whole class must come back also. 1 for all, all for one. So not fair >:(

I study already still have to come back, then doesn't it equals to never study? Most of the Sec 4 & 5, must come back also. I surely can't run away one. Lols. Now.. I could only study & wait for 1st semester exam to come. :D

Got to go. :DD Bye.

:DD

2009-02-06T05:25:00.000-08:00

Heeheee! :D

I have been thinking what is my future & what i want next time. I realised i have been thinking every night this question. Many of the thoughts came to my mind. Working in a bank ? Being a chemist ? And so much more.. I really thinks that our decision & future must be specific. We can't just say and not do anything about it.

I always tell my parent i want to work in bank.. But my parent say, " 你要在银行工作,又不及格数学,怎么做得了, 银行员呢? " I really think to myself and realised, i everytime use words but no action. But now.. I really really saw something & teachers found out too. My maths had improved.

I tell u honestly, i have been failing my maths since last year, and is every test. It was this test that i really studied and i saw my result, I passed my maths. It was once in a lifetime i passed. I was so happy that i almost cried. Teacher say he knew i got potential just that i do not want to study. He say is not i stupid, is i do not want to learn. He say if i could open my heart more to study, i'm sure the N level result, confirm <19. :D

:DD

2009-02-05T04:13:00.000-08:00

Yo People! ♥

Hello! I'm back. :D

Sorry for the irregular updates. I'm quite busy due to the block test that comes >:(

I failed my 1st chemistry block test, 16.5 / 50. D: I got to work harder.. :D But for sure, I will pass my Social Studies Block test. I study till my white hair came out lor.. [ No la, Actually don have.. But i can feel it lei >.< ]

Haha! I confess my chemistry & maths is the weakest subject. Geog & Social Studies, No problem la! It's just the 2 weakest sub that cause my result to turns out so badly. =/ I NEED TUITIONNNNNNNNNN~! So irritating to see a Fail word always next to ur result. I just feel like tearing off the test paper la. It's so hard.. It's not any of our teacher that taught us, was the setter of the paper. It was another super duper good chemistry teacher who was the setter. My friend fail it too.. Only my philippine christian friend score a distinction of 37 / 50.

LOLS! She was so excited. But i was feeling so bad.. I got to really word 2X harder. Arghh >:(
No more FAIL, the next test must be a PASSED ! My Promise. I now put all my heart on my test now. :D Band go last la. :P

Tomorrow i have my mother tongue remedial class with the Sec 5N people. We got to study together for some time until the O level chinese ended. June 1 lei.. My heart popping fast man! ;P LOLS. HEHEHE.

Off yijing go again. Cya in days time! Love you all. Got to get going! :D

2009-02-03T01:25:00.000-08:00

Happy Birthday, Mahlinika Darling ! :D

Today is Feb 3, my darling birthday. I can't believe she is a tamil, her skin is so fair that i thought she is malay. She is funny & pretty too. She will always be there when i need help.
A friend where i share my laughter & fun with.

Darling, Thank you! Love you !! :D You're forever sweet in my heart. Glad to know you. Should have known u like 2 years ago... We will be even closer than now man. :D

Haha! The above photo is take during class time. I'm not naughty or neither not paying attention. The teacher is writing the methods while we take photo to let the teacher write finish before we go to the lesson. Our teacher take 2 mins write an answer.. so we take our time. Aha!

Cya ! Tml is my best friend, Meng Hwee's birthday! All my darling & best friend's birthday falls on feb! Lols ! :DD Hehehe!